17th October is the date for DESCO annual ball. Everyone is fade out of those preparation job, as well as rehearsal for the performance, especailly my vice-president, Shyuan, had contibuted all of her time for the ball. What had I done? I done nothing. So sorry to mention it here.
The reason for me to join DESCO mainly due to widen up my network HELP University College, especially Department of Economic. Other than that, I hope to exert my knowledge gained from the past experience in sport field and help the department to go further. However, after I work with each other, then only realise that I still need to improve a lot in term of communicate with each other, and also learn how to plan and make decision as a leader. I should improve on those area that gap exist.
This is the first time for me to attend a grand ball. Even thought I have to on duty during that night, but I am still enjoy the process of working with each other. I do appretiate the moment we discuss, come out with ideas, work together, having fun during work... This gave me a good memory on my last year studying in HELP University College.
Other than that, while talked to my friend during supper, I also found that there are a few area that I need to improve. I should know how to enjoy, change my current lifestyle, make it look like a youth behave. I think I am too old in term of thinking, and my point of views are different with typical youth thinking. I also have to arrange arguements in my mind, state it out clearly with good reasons in order to convince others. This is a quality of leader which I always looking forward to be in the future.
10月17日是经济部学生会常年晚会的日子。每个成员都因筹备工作而疯狂，也为彩排练习忙碌。尤其是我的副会长，璇，更是贡献了她所有的时间来筹备这个晚会。至于我呢做了什么？我什么都没帮上忙。为此对各位深表遗憾。
当初参与经济部学生会的目的，莫过于希望借此拓展自己在精英大学的人际关系，尤其是经济部。除此之外，我也希望能将我在运动方面得到的相关知识运发挥得淋漓尽致，让这个部门能向前迈进。然而，在与大家共同合作了之后，才发现我还有很多不足的地方有待加强，包括如何与他人沟通，以及学习一个领导人应有的策划和决策能力。我希望能够在这些弱点上加强。
这是我生平第一次参与如此大型的晚会。虽然当天晚上还必须值班，但是我非常享受与大家合作的过程。我非常珍惜彼此一同讨论，集思广益，一起工作也不忘娱乐的时光。这让我在精英大学的生涯中添上几许的美好回忆。
此外，刚才与朋友共进宵夜的谈话过程中，也发觉了一些我必须加强的地方。我应该学习如何享受人生，改变我现有的生活形态，让他更年轻化，更有活力。我认为，在某些程度上，我的思想会比较保守，想法与一般的青年有所不同。我必须懂得如何整理我的思路及观点，以便能够更清楚地阐述来说服他人。这是一个领袖应有的素质，也是我对未来所期许的。
Thursday, October 16, 2008
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
Speak Up With No Fear 敢怒敢言
Speak up with no fear became a very hot topic among MCA general election discussion. Dr Chua queries Datuk Ong's image on speak up with no fear. Both of them had aimed for MCA president chair.
In the past, most of the BN members dare not speak up on some unfair manner made by UMNO. This made UMNO had the most authority among BN members. Some of them abuse the right and cause some misunderstanding among races. However, after 308 general election, BN had beated badly. The BN members started blaming the failure to the abusement of UMNO leaders. The culture of 'speak up with no fear' created, and UMNO is now become more carefully on making some desicions in order to take care of the other members' feeling.
In MCA, there is some leaders who dare to speak. However, there are also some leaders who dare not to talk much in order that their official position are safe. I appreciate what Datuk Ong, as well as Mr. Wee done on some issues. They having outstanding performance on coming out some issue. They are, someone who really contribute to Chinese, as well as other races in Malaysia, and strike basic welfare for them.
Opposition parties, such as DAP, PKR, etc. most of their leaders, like Anwar, Lim father and son, etc. dare to speak up in many issues. They also take the risk of arrested under ISA, sometimes, to show their dissatisfied. Public like the way they done. However, we should also analyse the whole picture of the issue. Do no judge something too fast by looking at its cover, as it might lead to a regret in the future.
As be fair to everyone, I queries Hindraf on the issue of Hindu temple being backout by Klang city council. Why Hindraf do not speak out anything or give comments on this while Hindraf raise the roof on the same issue in the past? Is it because of the ministerial party differences?
敢怒敢言如今成为了马华公会党选的一个热门的话题。蔡锐铭医生质疑拿督翁诗杰敢怒敢言的形象。他们两都是宣布竞选马华总会长一职的领袖。
过去，国阵成员党都不敢对巫统所犯下的一些不公平举动呛声。这造成了巫统在成员当之中掌握着最大的权利。小部分的巫统领袖开始滥用权力，造成了一些宗族误会的问题。然而，308大选之后，国阵遭到了痛击。国阵成员党开始责怪巫统滥权领袖造成了惨败。敢怒敢言的文化崛起，也让巫统了解到做任何决定时必须小心谨慎以便顾及友党的感受。
在马华公会中，有些领袖是敢怒敢言的。当然，也有部分领袖为了保住本身的官位而不敢呛声。我个人欣赏拿督翁诗杰及魏家祥在一些课题上的作风。他们在揪出弊端及其他课题讨论上有着出众的表现。他们，真正的为华社，以及其他我国民族贡献及争取最基本的福利。
此外，一些反对党如行动党、公正党等领袖， 例如安华、林吉祥父子等，都非常勇敢的在一些课题上发言。他们也冒着被内安法令名堂下拘捕的风险来表达他们的不满。公众都非常喜欢他们这样的作风。但是，我们应该多了解整个课题的内容，避免在非常表面了解的情况下作出判断，造成日后的遗憾。
为表公平起见，我疑问兴都教权益协会为何在此次巴生市议会拆除兴都庙的立场。为何兴权会没有在这个课题上发表任何抗议，却在过去相同事件上大表不满？是否与执政的政党有关系呢？
In the past, most of the BN members dare not speak up on some unfair manner made by UMNO. This made UMNO had the most authority among BN members. Some of them abuse the right and cause some misunderstanding among races. However, after 308 general election, BN had beated badly. The BN members started blaming the failure to the abusement of UMNO leaders. The culture of 'speak up with no fear' created, and UMNO is now become more carefully on making some desicions in order to take care of the other members' feeling.
In MCA, there is some leaders who dare to speak. However, there are also some leaders who dare not to talk much in order that their official position are safe. I appreciate what Datuk Ong, as well as Mr. Wee done on some issues. They having outstanding performance on coming out some issue. They are, someone who really contribute to Chinese, as well as other races in Malaysia, and strike basic welfare for them.
Opposition parties, such as DAP, PKR, etc. most of their leaders, like Anwar, Lim father and son, etc. dare to speak up in many issues. They also take the risk of arrested under ISA, sometimes, to show their dissatisfied. Public like the way they done. However, we should also analyse the whole picture of the issue. Do no judge something too fast by looking at its cover, as it might lead to a regret in the future.
As be fair to everyone, I queries Hindraf on the issue of Hindu temple being backout by Klang city council. Why Hindraf do not speak out anything or give comments on this while Hindraf raise the roof on the same issue in the past? Is it because of the ministerial party differences?
敢怒敢言如今成为了马华公会党选的一个热门的话题。蔡锐铭医生质疑拿督翁诗杰敢怒敢言的形象。他们两都是宣布竞选马华总会长一职的领袖。
过去，国阵成员党都不敢对巫统所犯下的一些不公平举动呛声。这造成了巫统在成员当之中掌握着最大的权利。小部分的巫统领袖开始滥用权力，造成了一些宗族误会的问题。然而，308大选之后，国阵遭到了痛击。国阵成员党开始责怪巫统滥权领袖造成了惨败。敢怒敢言的文化崛起，也让巫统了解到做任何决定时必须小心谨慎以便顾及友党的感受。
在马华公会中，有些领袖是敢怒敢言的。当然，也有部分领袖为了保住本身的官位而不敢呛声。我个人欣赏拿督翁诗杰及魏家祥在一些课题上的作风。他们在揪出弊端及其他课题讨论上有着出众的表现。他们，真正的为华社，以及其他我国民族贡献及争取最基本的福利。
此外，一些反对党如行动党、公正党等领袖， 例如安华、林吉祥父子等，都非常勇敢的在一些课题上发言。他们也冒着被内安法令名堂下拘捕的风险来表达他们的不满。公众都非常喜欢他们这样的作风。但是，我们应该多了解整个课题的内容，避免在非常表面了解的情况下作出判断，造成日后的遗憾。
为表公平起见，我疑问兴都教权益协会为何在此次巴生市议会拆除兴都庙的立场。为何兴权会没有在这个课题上发表任何抗议，却在过去相同事件上大表不满？是否与执政的政党有关系呢？
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
Mourn For Ying Xing 悼念映兴
Get shock while I read the news that my friend, Ying Xing was being murdered yesterday.
She was only 16 years old, look sweet and very friendly to everyone. She used to worked in my brother's telecommunication shop. She was my father's student too. I knew her, during a procession in my hometown few years ago. She performed Chinese Yoyo that time. She was such a nice girl that work very hard. I often met her when i attended some functions and she worked for the beer company or restaurant as waitress then.
Due to her sweet look, as well as her good result in her study, she had attracted a lot of admirers, eventhough she was young. Maybe, this is one of the reason she be murdered.
I condemn on those murderers. If she do not displease you, how could you all done this? She is innocent. What wrong to her? I fully support that murderers should be punished badly.
Everytime while she met me, she will give a very friendly smiling to me. The last time was during a temple ceremony in July. Everything is now become a memory. I do remember every smile you gave me. Ying Xing, Rest In Peace.
昨天当我看到那宗骇人的谋杀案遇害者是我的朋友映兴时，我是无比的惊讶！
她才16岁，有着一张甜美的样子，对于每个人，都是那么的亲切。她曾经在我哥哥的电话店工作过，也曾经是我父亲的学生。认识她，是在几年前的一次神诞游行。当时，她表演的是扯铃。她是一个乖巧而且勤劳的女生。我也常在一些宴会场合碰见她，当时，她是为啤酒公司或酒楼工作为侍应生。
由于他甜美的外表，加上她不俗的学业成绩，她也吸引了非常多的爱慕追求者。这，或许是她遇害的原因。
我严厉谴责这些凶手。如果她并没有冒犯你，为何你们要这样对待她？她做错了什么？她是无辜的啊！我绝对支持判予凶手们重刑的决定。
每当我遇见她的时候，她总是用她的招牌笑容相对。最后一次就是，是在七月份的一次神诞表演时。现在一切都成为了回忆。我会记得每一个你给我的笑容。映兴，安息吧！
She was only 16 years old, look sweet and very friendly to everyone. She used to worked in my brother's telecommunication shop. She was my father's student too. I knew her, during a procession in my hometown few years ago. She performed Chinese Yoyo that time. She was such a nice girl that work very hard. I often met her when i attended some functions and she worked for the beer company or restaurant as waitress then.
Due to her sweet look, as well as her good result in her study, she had attracted a lot of admirers, eventhough she was young. Maybe, this is one of the reason she be murdered.
I condemn on those murderers. If she do not displease you, how could you all done this? She is innocent. What wrong to her? I fully support that murderers should be punished badly.
Everytime while she met me, she will give a very friendly smiling to me. The last time was during a temple ceremony in July. Everything is now become a memory. I do remember every smile you gave me. Ying Xing, Rest In Peace.
昨天当我看到那宗骇人的谋杀案遇害者是我的朋友映兴时，我是无比的惊讶！
她才16岁，有着一张甜美的样子，对于每个人，都是那么的亲切。她曾经在我哥哥的电话店工作过，也曾经是我父亲的学生。认识她，是在几年前的一次神诞游行。当时，她表演的是扯铃。她是一个乖巧而且勤劳的女生。我也常在一些宴会场合碰见她，当时，她是为啤酒公司或酒楼工作为侍应生。
由于他甜美的外表，加上她不俗的学业成绩，她也吸引了非常多的爱慕追求者。这，或许是她遇害的原因。
我严厉谴责这些凶手。如果她并没有冒犯你，为何你们要这样对待她？她做错了什么？她是无辜的啊！我绝对支持判予凶手们重刑的决定。
每当我遇见她的时候，她总是用她的招牌笑容相对。最后一次就是，是在七月份的一次神诞表演时。现在一切都成为了回忆。我会记得每一个你给我的笑容。映兴，安息吧！
Monday, September 8, 2008
I have a clear conscience 问心无愧
Attended an basketball invitation and became referee for it last week. It is a international invitation game where 6 teams from different countries participated. It is quite a good chances for me as a FIBA referee to gain experience, however, I had been 'favor' as patriotic referee, not even me, most of the Malaysian referee were involved.
The press had published articles that many spectators deem that Malaysian team can beat Singapore which is a hot team for strike the champion is due to the referee take sides for the host team. In the final day, I am one of the referee for the fianl game, which is Malaysia against Korea. Korea's coach appealled that the referee for the game is seriously take side and cause them lost the game.
The organizer was using three mans officiating in attempt to make the game run smooth. I am the referee, a referee should be fair and justice, this is a rule that never change. Everytime while I was officiating basketball game, I do not take any subjective elements in my judgement because I knew that it might influence my judgement. I wish to be praise as a good referee, and therefore have the chance to perform in higher level game in the future.
Man do make mistake. While I was on duty, I always try my best to minimise mistake. However, sometime we still be scolded by spectators, players and even coaches when they disagree with my judgement. Sometime, the misunderstand occur because of different angle, and sometime we do admit that it is a mistake. The players' action are very fast, but we have to make a judgement in 0.5 second, it is a tough job. Those who became referee before understand us.
I had to declare that i have a clear conscience everytime I officiating game, including the game between Malaysian and Korea last night.
Nevertheless, everything was over. It is now the beginning point of my third year study in college. I should be very clear about what should I achieve at the moment and do what shoud I do now.
在上星期出席了一项篮球邀请赛，也担任了该赛会的裁判工作。这是一项国际邀请赛，共有6队来自6国的队伍参与其盛。这对我身为一名国际裁判无非是个累积经验的好机会，然而，我却被冠上了爱国裁判的荣衔，不只是我，几乎所有大马籍裁判都一样。
在一篇新闻报道中，观众普遍认为马来西亚队能够击败夺标大热门新加坡是因为裁判偏帮主队的缘故。在最后一天，我是本赛会最后一场球赛的裁判之一，对垒队伍为马来西亚与韩国。韩国教练申诉导致他们输掉这场比赛的原因是裁判员严重偏帮所致。
主办当局采用三人裁判法，以便球赛能顺利进行。身为一名裁判，我深知公平与公正是裁判员应有的本质，是个不变的定理。每当我在执行任务的时候，我都不会将主观因素融入我的判决之内，因为我了解，这样绝对会对我的所有判决带来影响。我希望能被赞赏为一名好的裁判员，从而有机会在更高等级的球赛中表现我的裁判法。
人非圣贤，孰能无过？每次我执行任务时，都会竭力将失误降至最低点。然而，当我们的判决不被认同时，我们还是时常被观众、球员、甚至教练员责骂。有时，我们必须承认失误，但是有时却是角度不同的因素导致误会的产生。球员么的动作东很快，裁判员必须在0.5秒的时间内反映并且做出判决，是一项艰巨的任务。曾经担任过这个工作的人，就会明白我们的处境。
我必须在一次强调，对于每一场比赛，我问心无愧，包括昨晚马来西亚对垒韩国的比赛。
不过，一切都结束了。现在是我大学生涯第三年的开始。我应该很明白我自己的目标，以及我应该如何去达到这个目标才是。
The press had published articles that many spectators deem that Malaysian team can beat Singapore which is a hot team for strike the champion is due to the referee take sides for the host team. In the final day, I am one of the referee for the fianl game, which is Malaysia against Korea. Korea's coach appealled that the referee for the game is seriously take side and cause them lost the game.
The organizer was using three mans officiating in attempt to make the game run smooth. I am the referee, a referee should be fair and justice, this is a rule that never change. Everytime while I was officiating basketball game, I do not take any subjective elements in my judgement because I knew that it might influence my judgement. I wish to be praise as a good referee, and therefore have the chance to perform in higher level game in the future.
Man do make mistake. While I was on duty, I always try my best to minimise mistake. However, sometime we still be scolded by spectators, players and even coaches when they disagree with my judgement. Sometime, the misunderstand occur because of different angle, and sometime we do admit that it is a mistake. The players' action are very fast, but we have to make a judgement in 0.5 second, it is a tough job. Those who became referee before understand us.
I had to declare that i have a clear conscience everytime I officiating game, including the game between Malaysian and Korea last night.
Nevertheless, everything was over. It is now the beginning point of my third year study in college. I should be very clear about what should I achieve at the moment and do what shoud I do now.
在上星期出席了一项篮球邀请赛，也担任了该赛会的裁判工作。这是一项国际邀请赛，共有6队来自6国的队伍参与其盛。这对我身为一名国际裁判无非是个累积经验的好机会，然而，我却被冠上了爱国裁判的荣衔，不只是我，几乎所有大马籍裁判都一样。
在一篇新闻报道中，观众普遍认为马来西亚队能够击败夺标大热门新加坡是因为裁判偏帮主队的缘故。在最后一天，我是本赛会最后一场球赛的裁判之一，对垒队伍为马来西亚与韩国。韩国教练申诉导致他们输掉这场比赛的原因是裁判员严重偏帮所致。
主办当局采用三人裁判法，以便球赛能顺利进行。身为一名裁判，我深知公平与公正是裁判员应有的本质，是个不变的定理。每当我在执行任务的时候，我都不会将主观因素融入我的判决之内，因为我了解，这样绝对会对我的所有判决带来影响。我希望能被赞赏为一名好的裁判员，从而有机会在更高等级的球赛中表现我的裁判法。
人非圣贤，孰能无过？每次我执行任务时，都会竭力将失误降至最低点。然而，当我们的判决不被认同时，我们还是时常被观众、球员、甚至教练员责骂。有时，我们必须承认失误，但是有时却是角度不同的因素导致误会的产生。球员么的动作东很快，裁判员必须在0.5秒的时间内反映并且做出判决，是一项艰巨的任务。曾经担任过这个工作的人，就会明白我们的处境。
我必须在一次强调，对于每一场比赛，我问心无愧，包括昨晚马来西亚对垒韩国的比赛。
不过，一切都结束了。现在是我大学生涯第三年的开始。我应该很明白我自己的目标，以及我应该如何去达到这个目标才是。
Sunday, August 31, 2008
Condemn on Inquilinous Talks 谴责寄居论
Few weeks ago, a Penang State Assembly Member come out with "Inquilinous" talk against Malayasian Chinese. Me here, strongly condemn on that.
In the year 1957, Malaya became independent. This is the contribution of 3 main races' leader which included Malay, Chinese and Indian. We all grow in the same soil, breathing the same air, work together, share the achievement together. We try our best to make the country progressive, peaceful and develop together, now and forever. No one can question on these.
几个星期前，一名槟城的州议员发表了华人是马来西亚寄居的言论。我在这里，强力谴责这项言论。
在1957年，马来亚独立。这是我国3大民族的领袖的共同贡献。我们生活在同一片领土，呼吸着同样的空气，一起工作，一同分享我们的成就。我们也努力地促进国家繁荣、和平与发展。现在如此，以后一样。这是没有人能够质疑的。
In the year 1957, Malaya became independent. This is the contribution of 3 main races' leader which included Malay, Chinese and Indian. We all grow in the same soil, breathing the same air, work together, share the achievement together. We try our best to make the country progressive, peaceful and develop together, now and forever. No one can question on these.
几个星期前，一名槟城的州议员发表了华人是马来西亚寄居的言论。我在这里，强力谴责这项言论。
在1957年，马来亚独立。这是我国3大民族的领袖的共同贡献。我们生活在同一片领土，呼吸着同样的空气，一起工作，一同分享我们的成就。我们也努力地促进国家繁荣、和平与发展。现在如此，以后一样。这是没有人能够质疑的。
Saturday, August 23, 2008
Lowering Down 15 Sen 降价15仙
Few days ago, our Prime Minister announced that the fuel price drop 15 Sen due to the world fuel price had drop dramatically in the past few weeks. However, this announcement do not get any good response from the public as they think this will not have any effect on the high inflcation rate which is 8.5% released by the government at the same day.
Permatang Pauh by-election will be on 26th of August. As Party Keadilan Rakyat's candidate Datuk Sri Anwar offer a lower fuel price than current government did, this had attracted greater number of supporters and threaten Barisan National stability to be in the saddle.
After calculation, many economist believed that our country current fuel price can be lower down 30 Sen instead of 15 Sen. Fuel price should be adjust twice a month in order to give greater effect on boost the sag's economy performance, said some politicians.
In my opinion, other than lower down the fuel price, eleminate bribe and wasteful project, implement those plan that is benefit everyone will enable the government to retrieve trust from the public. Racialism style of politic had been conspue as the world is open minded than the past. Parties should change their objective to adapt the changes.
数天前，我国首相表示，由于国际油价在近几个星期的猛烈下滑，我国汽油价格也相对调低15仙。但是，这项宣布并没有获得民众的热烈反应。 一般认为，这项降价无法在政府同天宣布的8.5%的通货膨胀指数中产生任何有利的效果。
巴东埔补选即将在9月26日举行。人民公正党候选人拿督斯里安华扬言将在执政后给予比现任政府更低的汽油价格，吸引了更庞大的支持者，也威胁了国阵执政的稳定性。
在计算以后，许多经济学家都认为汽油价格可以调低30仙，而并非15仙而已。一些政治人物也表示，汽油价格应该随着全球原油价格走势进行每月2次的调整。
我认为，除了调低汽油价格之外，杜绝贪污及不必要得挥霍计划，并且实行惠及全民的政策将可挽回人民对政府的信任。正当人民都有比较开明的思想，种族主义政治已经被唾弃。所有政党都必须改变自己的政治目标来适应这个局势。
Permatang Pauh by-election will be on 26th of August. As Party Keadilan Rakyat's candidate Datuk Sri Anwar offer a lower fuel price than current government did, this had attracted greater number of supporters and threaten Barisan National stability to be in the saddle.
After calculation, many economist believed that our country current fuel price can be lower down 30 Sen instead of 15 Sen. Fuel price should be adjust twice a month in order to give greater effect on boost the sag's economy performance, said some politicians.
In my opinion, other than lower down the fuel price, eleminate bribe and wasteful project, implement those plan that is benefit everyone will enable the government to retrieve trust from the public. Racialism style of politic had been conspue as the world is open minded than the past. Parties should change their objective to adapt the changes.
数天前，我国首相表示，由于国际油价在近几个星期的猛烈下滑，我国汽油价格也相对调低15仙。但是，这项宣布并没有获得民众的热烈反应。 一般认为，这项降价无法在政府同天宣布的8.5%的通货膨胀指数中产生任何有利的效果。
巴东埔补选即将在9月26日举行。人民公正党候选人拿督斯里安华扬言将在执政后给予比现任政府更低的汽油价格，吸引了更庞大的支持者，也威胁了国阵执政的稳定性。
在计算以后，许多经济学家都认为汽油价格可以调低30仙，而并非15仙而已。一些政治人物也表示，汽油价格应该随着全球原油价格走势进行每月2次的调整。
我认为，除了调低汽油价格之外，杜绝贪污及不必要得挥霍计划，并且实行惠及全民的政策将可挽回人民对政府的信任。正当人民都有比较开明的思想，种族主义政治已经被唾弃。所有政党都必须改变自己的政治目标来适应这个局势。
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
Pending...Worries 等待中的焦虑
Three months holiday is coming to the end. While I review on what I had done during this period, I realised that nothing much I had done. No achievement accord to the target that I set at the beginning of this long holiday, but only little task I had completed.
Time past days by days very fast, and it never wait for anyone. I am going into my third year of study in HELP, and last year study will be more challenging than before. I should be well prepared before the new semester start. Therefore, I have to start something NOW!
Financial problem had put me into the mess. I dare not think about how to settle my tuition fee that I had to paid it next month. I am now someone with debts, even though it is not a big figure (Not my fault indeed). That is a worry.
Will seperate with girl friend soon for three months after new semester start. I had used to the day which stay beside her for those days here. I wish to spend more time to take care of her, even though she had the ability to take good care of herself (this is what couples always did). The days without her should be lonely. Second worry.
I will flood with DESCO jobs after three months hibernate. Planing and implementing all sports related activities, putting effort in order to accomplish annual ball with my committee mate, etc. I have to start my final report proposal, enroll for LAN subject....So much things I had to complete within 3 months. Question myself, AM I CAPABLE? Time is essential for me...Third worry.
Luckily, my elder brother will transfer and work in Singapore next month onward. So, there is someone who can look after my home and guard my youngest brother attitude, instead of me. He is always my worry, while he had typical teenager's mind.
There are so much worries, pending and approaching....
Olympic game started. China 100 years dream come true, Congratulation!!!!!
My cute nephew was just born this morning, I am UNCLE now. Congratulation!!!!!
3个月的假期来到了尾声。当我回顾这段期间所进行的一切，发现到原来我并没有做了很多事。没有达成任何我假期前所定下的大目标，只有小部分的任务顺利完成。
时间毫不留情地流逝，没有停步等待任何人。紧接的，就开始了我在精英大学的第3年学习生涯，也是比之前更严峻考验的最后一年。在此之前，我应该有心理准备迎接这一切的降临。因此，我应该开始“做些事了”！
经济困境仍然困扰着我。我没有办法去想象如何解决下个月就必须交缴的学杂费用（相信船到桥头自然直）。目前的我也算是债务人，虽然这个数目并不很大 （说真的，不能全怪我）。这是我第一个焦虑。
在新的学期开始，将会和我的女朋友分开长达3个月的时间。已经习惯她常伴在我身边的那些日子。虽然她已经有能力自我照顾，但是我还是希望能多花些时间来照顾他（这就是情侣常做的事）。没有她在的日子，应该很孤单。第二个隐忧。
经过了3个月的冬眠，我即将被学生会的工作给淹没。计划及执行所有体育相关的活动，竭力协助完成常年晚宴等等。。。必须开始我毕业论文的计划书，上LAN课程。。。那么多东西要在3个月完成。问我自己，我能胜任吗？第3个顾虑。
所幸，二哥即将在下个月开始从吉隆坡转至新加坡开始他新的工作。所以，至少在我回到吉隆坡念书后，还有个人能照顾家里以及看管及监督最小的弟弟行为。一直以来，他都是一个担忧，自从他有了典型青少年的思想。
很多的焦虑，在接近中。。。
恭喜北京奥运成功举行，中国百年梦想达成。
恭喜我外甥的今早出世，做舅舅了！！！！
Time past days by days very fast, and it never wait for anyone. I am going into my third year of study in HELP, and last year study will be more challenging than before. I should be well prepared before the new semester start. Therefore, I have to start something NOW!
Financial problem had put me into the mess. I dare not think about how to settle my tuition fee that I had to paid it next month. I am now someone with debts, even though it is not a big figure (Not my fault indeed). That is a worry.
Will seperate with girl friend soon for three months after new semester start. I had used to the day which stay beside her for those days here. I wish to spend more time to take care of her, even though she had the ability to take good care of herself (this is what couples always did). The days without her should be lonely. Second worry.
I will flood with DESCO jobs after three months hibernate. Planing and implementing all sports related activities, putting effort in order to accomplish annual ball with my committee mate, etc. I have to start my final report proposal, enroll for LAN subject....So much things I had to complete within 3 months. Question myself, AM I CAPABLE? Time is essential for me...Third worry.
Luckily, my elder brother will transfer and work in Singapore next month onward. So, there is someone who can look after my home and guard my youngest brother attitude, instead of me. He is always my worry, while he had typical teenager's mind.
There are so much worries, pending and approaching....
Olympic game started. China 100 years dream come true, Congratulation!!!!!
My cute nephew was just born this morning, I am UNCLE now. Congratulation!!!!!
3个月的假期来到了尾声。当我回顾这段期间所进行的一切，发现到原来我并没有做了很多事。没有达成任何我假期前所定下的大目标，只有小部分的任务顺利完成。
时间毫不留情地流逝，没有停步等待任何人。紧接的，就开始了我在精英大学的第3年学习生涯，也是比之前更严峻考验的最后一年。在此之前，我应该有心理准备迎接这一切的降临。因此，我应该开始“做些事了”！
经济困境仍然困扰着我。我没有办法去想象如何解决下个月就必须交缴的学杂费用（相信船到桥头自然直）。目前的我也算是债务人，虽然这个数目并不很大 （说真的，不能全怪我）。这是我第一个焦虑。
在新的学期开始，将会和我的女朋友分开长达3个月的时间。已经习惯她常伴在我身边的那些日子。虽然她已经有能力自我照顾，但是我还是希望能多花些时间来照顾他（这就是情侣常做的事）。没有她在的日子，应该很孤单。第二个隐忧。
经过了3个月的冬眠，我即将被学生会的工作给淹没。计划及执行所有体育相关的活动，竭力协助完成常年晚宴等等。。。必须开始我毕业论文的计划书，上LAN课程。。。那么多东西要在3个月完成。问我自己，我能胜任吗？第3个顾虑。
所幸，二哥即将在下个月开始从吉隆坡转至新加坡开始他新的工作。所以，至少在我回到吉隆坡念书后，还有个人能照顾家里以及看管及监督最小的弟弟行为。一直以来，他都是一个担忧，自从他有了典型青少年的思想。
很多的焦虑，在接近中。。。
恭喜北京奥运成功举行，中国百年梦想达成。
恭喜我外甥的今早出世，做舅舅了！！！！
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