Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Completed and Ended 结束了

2008 is coming to the end. This indicated that many things had either completed or come to the end.



I had completed my first semester in my third year study for my degree. This was a tough semester since most of us suffered from assignments and final exam. No matter how the result was, I had completed this semester and moving towards the last semester and the final challenges in my degree life.



Ending of Year 2008, means that I will be in my career field soon as I am expected graduate in mid of year 2009. What is going to happen to me in that moment as global economies is in recession? Am I able to be employed and is it my desired career goal? Nobody knows.



I had ended my relationship with her at the end of year 2008. I had told her the reasons for me to do so, and just need a trust from her. If she believe others more than me, I could say, I can't do anything. We have our own goals at the moment, and I am not able to take care of both simultaneity. I am sorry about that, and I understood that everybody will curse me on it. However, as I know what I did is good for ourselves, I don't care about what they said. I would also make my sincerely apologise to those who have high expectation on us. I make you all dissapointed.

Just came back from party. It a nice an unforgetable party. Part of them are graduated. This might be farewell party for them. Congratulate Sheryn, Adelene, Hansyn, etc, and those who were not at the party. Hope we can meet soon.

Going back hometown few hours later, and is leaving to Kedah on the night itself. It will be a very tiring stuff.

2008年来到了尾声。这也标志了许多事情已经完成了,或者结束了。

我已经完成了大学第三学年的第一学期课程。这个学期我们所应付的功课及考试,让我觉得好艰辛。无论如何,这个学期结束了,必须向前进入最后一个最具挑战性的学期。

来到2008年的尾声,代表了我即将在2009年年中毕业后踏入职场。在这个经济低迷的状况下对我会造成怎样的冲击?我是否能如愿受聘于我所期待的工作?没有人知道。

2008年的尾声,我也和她结束了半年的感情。我已经把我这么做的原因告诉了她,只希望能获得她的相信。如果她相信别人多过相信我,我只能说,我不知道应该怎么做。正当我们拥有者各自需要追求的目标,我无法同时兼顾到两件事。我只能道声抱歉,也深知很多人会因此而责怪我。然而,我知道我的出发点是正确的,我也不顾他人如何看待。我也要很诚恳地向对我有很高期待的人,我让你们失望了。

刚从友人举行的派对会来。是一个很难忘的派对。当中也有经毕业的同学。这个或许是他们的一个告别晚会。恭喜Sheryn, Adelene, 涵欣,还有那么没有参与这次派对的同学。希望能在和你们相聚。

再过几个小时就要回家了,当天晚上又要赶上去吉打州。这将是一个很疲倦的旅程。

Monday, December 1, 2008

Overcome Varies Challenges, Move Foward Better Life 跨越种种挑战,迎向美好未来

I had been busy for the whole November. After Sports Carnival and the Champion Luncheon was completed, the course work start keeping my life a horrible life. I need more time to complete my assessments, because I have to make sure that the works are always fulfill the passing rate. Due to this reason, while dealing with this semester's assessments, I had never sleep before 12am. Even though I understood how harmful is this to my healthy, but I really do not have the choice. I think, after the semester end, I should have a great break.

During the process no planing for my holiday, somethings happened and make me force to changes a lots of initial plans. I should go home and attend my girl friend's sister wedding on both 29 Nov and 6 Dec, but I went for referee camp during 29 Nov in Melaka, and leading my college community service team to do research in my hometown on 6 Dec. I had promised to help the community service team during their activities which start from 18 Dec to 24 Dec. However, I forced to go Alor Star at 20Dec to 28Dec. There is a national basketball championship there. My christmas and "dong zhi" had burnt. Now I only understood why those politician always do not able to attend some functions.

Year pass by year very fast. It is third year for my FIBA referee and it is the time for refresh my liciense. I should well prepare for the refreshment test or my referee life will stop. This is the first challenge for me.

Next semester is my last semester in college life. While I saw my friends suffering from doing their final project, I start worried about it. Next semester is tough and will be my second challege.

After graduation, is the time for me to step into the work field. Where should I go? I wonder i could able to get a job during recession, and the job really suit me? It is my third challenge.

Maintaining a relationship life is not easy as I thought in th pass. Am I able to maintain it while facing challenges??

My friends told me, "If you think you can, you can." This is the only philosophy I could follow when I face the above mentioned situation. Cheers, I can do it!

11月对我来说,是个非常忙碌的月份。当体育嘉年华和冠军庆功宴结束后,课业压力真是令我恶梦连连。为了达到及格标准,我需要花费更多的时间来完成我的功课。基于上述因素,我已经没有12点之前入眠的正常生活作息了。尽管我明白熬夜所带来巨大的副作用,但是我别无选择。我想,在这个学期结束之后,我该给自己一个很好的休息了。

正当我策划我的假期计划之际,许多突发事件让我必须改变初衷。29/11 和6/12 应该是我出席女朋友姐姐婚礼的日子,但是29/11 却必须出席在马六甲举行的常年篮球裁判营,而6/12必须带领我学院的下乡服务团到我故乡进行考察工作。原本答应在18日至24日他们下乡服务期间给与全力协助,却因20日至28日必须前往亚罗士打为元首杯篮球赛执行任务而无法兑现给与他们的承诺。我的圣诞节和冬至没了。终于明白了那些政治人物经常说未克出席一些场合的原因了。

挑战1:时光飞逝,3年的国际裁判期限到,是进行重新检测的时候了。我必须好好准备来应付这个体能测试。

挑战2:下个学期是我学院生涯的最后一个学期了。当看到朋友们都在为毕业论文忙得不可开交,我开始焦虑了。下个学期,是个艰难的学期。

挑战3:毕业了,是我踏入工作的时候了。我该往哪走?我怀疑我自己是否能在经济低迷的这个非常时期找到一份适合自己的工作。

挑战4:维持一段感情并非容易的事,我以前都以为好容易。当我面对上述挑战的同时,我是否能兼顾呢?

朋友告诉我说,当你认为你行时,你就行。当我面对这一连串的挑战时,我必须相信这个信念,否则,我将无法跨越。

Friday, October 31, 2008

Out Of Service 暂停服务启示

Dear Valued Customers,
Due to the coming assignments and exam, the blogger service will be stopped for a month until 1st December 2008. Thank you for those who always visit here and gave a lot of support. Sorry for inconvenient made due to the temporary closing. I will be back on by then. (Never face this kind of stress before)

Management of Chenfanchong.blogspot.com

亲爱的顾客,为了应付多项作业以及考试,这个部落格服务将暂停一个月,直到12月1日为止。 谢谢那些过去以来给予我支持,以及前来这里浏览的朋友。对于这项短暂暂停服务所带来的不方便,在此深感歉意。我将会在12月1日晚上再次投入运作。(从来没有过的压力)

曾繁翀部落格管理层启

Thursday, October 16, 2008

Annual Ball Eve 晚会前夕

17th October is the date for DESCO annual ball. Everyone is fade out of those preparation job, as well as rehearsal for the performance, especailly my vice-president, Shyuan, had contibuted all of her time for the ball. What had I done? I done nothing. So sorry to mention it here.

The reason for me to join DESCO mainly due to widen up my network HELP University College, especially Department of Economic. Other than that, I hope to exert my knowledge gained from the past experience in sport field and help the department to go further. However, after I work with each other, then only realise that I still need to improve a lot in term of communicate with each other, and also learn how to plan and make decision as a leader. I should improve on those area that gap exist.

This is the first time for me to attend a grand ball. Even thought I have to on duty during that night, but I am still enjoy the process of working with each other. I do appretiate the moment we discuss, come out with ideas, work together, having fun during work... This gave me a good memory on my last year studying in HELP University College.

Other than that, while talked to my friend during supper, I also found that there are a few area that I need to improve. I should know how to enjoy, change my current lifestyle, make it look like a youth behave. I think I am too old in term of thinking, and my point of views are different with typical youth thinking. I also have to arrange arguements in my mind, state it out clearly with good reasons in order to convince others. This is a quality of leader which I always looking forward to be in the future.

10月17日是经济部学生会常年晚会的日子。每个成员都因筹备工作而疯狂,也为彩排练习忙碌。尤其是我的副会长,璇,更是贡献了她所有的时间来筹备这个晚会。至于我呢做了什么?我什么都没帮上忙。为此对各位深表遗憾。

当初参与经济部学生会的目的,莫过于希望借此拓展自己在精英大学的人际关系,尤其是经济部。除此之外,我也希望能将我在运动方面得到的相关知识运发挥得淋漓尽致,让这个部门能向前迈进。然而,在与大家共同合作了之后,才发现我还有很多不足的地方有待加强,包括如何与他人沟通,以及学习一个领导人应有的策划和决策能力。我希望能够在这些弱点上加强。

这是我生平第一次参与如此大型的晚会。虽然当天晚上还必须值班,但是我非常享受与大家合作的过程。我非常珍惜彼此一同讨论,集思广益,一起工作也不忘娱乐的时光。这让我在精英大学的生涯中添上几许的美好回忆。

此外,刚才与朋友共进宵夜的谈话过程中,也发觉了一些我必须加强的地方。我应该学习如何享受人生,改变我现有的生活形态,让他更年轻化,更有活力。我认为,在某些程度上,我的思想会比较保守,想法与一般的青年有所不同。我必须懂得如何整理我的思路及观点,以便能够更清楚地阐述来说服他人。这是一个领袖应有的素质,也是我对未来所期许的。

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

Speak Up With No Fear 敢怒敢言

Speak up with no fear became a very hot topic among MCA general election discussion. Dr Chua queries Datuk Ong's image on speak up with no fear. Both of them had aimed for MCA president chair.

In the past, most of the BN members dare not speak up on some unfair manner made by UMNO. This made UMNO had the most authority among BN members. Some of them abuse the right and cause some misunderstanding among races. However, after 308 general election, BN had beated badly. The BN members started blaming the failure to the abusement of UMNO leaders. The culture of 'speak up with no fear' created, and UMNO is now become more carefully on making some desicions in order to take care of the other members' feeling.

In MCA, there is some leaders who dare to speak. However, there are also some leaders who dare not to talk much in order that their official position are safe. I appreciate what Datuk Ong, as well as Mr. Wee done on some issues. They having outstanding performance on coming out some issue. They are, someone who really contribute to Chinese, as well as other races in Malaysia, and strike basic welfare for them.

Opposition parties, such as DAP, PKR, etc. most of their leaders, like Anwar, Lim father and son, etc. dare to speak up in many issues. They also take the risk of arrested under ISA, sometimes, to show their dissatisfied. Public like the way they done. However, we should also analyse the whole picture of the issue. Do no judge something too fast by looking at its cover, as it might lead to a regret in the future.

As be fair to everyone, I queries Hindraf on the issue of Hindu temple being backout by Klang city council. Why Hindraf do not speak out anything or give comments on this while Hindraf raise the roof on the same issue in the past? Is it because of the ministerial party differences?

敢怒敢言如今成为了马华公会党选的一个热门的话题。蔡锐铭医生质疑拿督翁诗杰敢怒敢言的形象。他们两都是宣布竞选马华总会长一职的领袖。

过去,国阵成员党都不敢对巫统所犯下的一些不公平举动呛声。这造成了巫统在成员当之中掌握着最大的权利。小部分的巫统领袖开始滥用权力,造成了一些宗族误会的问题。然而,308大选之后,国阵遭到了痛击。国阵成员党开始责怪巫统滥权领袖造成了惨败。敢怒敢言的文化崛起,也让巫统了解到做任何决定时必须小心谨慎以便顾及友党的感受。

在马华公会中,有些领袖是敢怒敢言的。当然,也有部分领袖为了保住本身的官位而不敢呛声。我个人欣赏拿督翁诗杰及魏家祥在一些课题上的作风。他们在揪出弊端及其他课题讨论上有着出众的表现。他们,真正的为华社,以及其他我国民族贡献及争取最基本的福利。

此外,一些反对党如行动党、公正党等领袖, 例如安华、林吉祥父子等,都非常勇敢的在一些课题上发言。他们也冒着被内安法令名堂下拘捕的风险来表达他们的不满。公众都非常喜欢他们这样的作风。但是,我们应该多了解整个课题的内容,避免在非常表面了解的情况下作出判断,造成日后的遗憾。

为表公平起见,我疑问兴都教权益协会为何在此次巴生市议会拆除兴都庙的立场。为何兴权会没有在这个课题上发表任何抗议,却在过去相同事件上大表不满?是否与执政的政党有关系呢?

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Mourn For Ying Xing 悼念映兴

Get shock while I read the news that my friend, Ying Xing was being murdered yesterday.

She was only 16 years old, look sweet and very friendly to everyone. She used to worked in my brother's telecommunication shop. She was my father's student too. I knew her, during a procession in my hometown few years ago. She performed Chinese Yoyo that time. She was such a nice girl that work very hard. I often met her when i attended some functions and she worked for the beer company or restaurant as waitress then.

Due to her sweet look, as well as her good result in her study, she had attracted a lot of admirers, eventhough she was young. Maybe, this is one of the reason she be murdered.

I condemn on those murderers. If she do not displease you, how could you all done this? She is innocent. What wrong to her? I fully support that murderers should be punished badly.

Everytime while she met me, she will give a very friendly smiling to me. The last time was during a temple ceremony in July. Everything is now become a memory. I do remember every smile you gave me. Ying Xing, Rest In Peace.

昨天当我看到那宗骇人的谋杀案遇害者是我的朋友映兴时,我是无比的惊讶!

她才16岁,有着一张甜美的样子,对于每个人,都是那么的亲切。她曾经在我哥哥的电话店工作过,也曾经是我父亲的学生。认识她,是在几年前的一次神诞游行。当时,她表演的是扯铃。她是一个乖巧而且勤劳的女生。我也常在一些宴会场合碰见她,当时,她是为啤酒公司或酒楼工作为侍应生。

由于他甜美的外表,加上她不俗的学业成绩,她也吸引了非常多的爱慕追求者。这,或许是她遇害的原因。

我严厉谴责这些凶手。如果她并没有冒犯你,为何你们要这样对待她?她做错了什么?她是无辜的啊!我绝对支持判予凶手们重刑的决定。

每当我遇见她的时候,她总是用她的招牌笑容相对。最后一次就是,是在七月份的一次神诞表演时。现在一切都成为了回忆。我会记得每一个你给我的笑容。映兴,安息吧!

Monday, September 8, 2008

I have a clear conscience 问心无愧

Attended an basketball invitation and became referee for it last week. It is a international invitation game where 6 teams from different countries participated. It is quite a good chances for me as a FIBA referee to gain experience, however, I had been 'favor' as patriotic referee, not even me, most of the Malaysian referee were involved.

The press had published articles that many spectators deem that Malaysian team can beat Singapore which is a hot team for strike the champion is due to the referee take sides for the host team. In the final day, I am one of the referee for the fianl game, which is Malaysia against Korea. Korea's coach appealled that the referee for the game is seriously take side and cause them lost the game.

The organizer was using three mans officiating in attempt to make the game run smooth. I am the referee, a referee should be fair and justice, this is a rule that never change. Everytime while I was officiating basketball game, I do not take any subjective elements in my judgement because I knew that it might influence my judgement. I wish to be praise as a good referee, and therefore have the chance to perform in higher level game in the future.

Man do make mistake. While I was on duty, I always try my best to minimise mistake. However, sometime we still be scolded by spectators, players and even coaches when they disagree with my judgement. Sometime, the misunderstand occur because of different angle, and sometime we do admit that it is a mistake. The players' action are very fast, but we have to make a judgement in 0.5 second, it is a tough job. Those who became referee before understand us.

I had to declare that i have a clear conscience everytime I officiating game, including the game between Malaysian and Korea last night.

Nevertheless, everything was over. It is now the beginning point of my third year study in college. I should be very clear about what should I achieve at the moment and do what shoud I do now.

在上星期出席了一项篮球邀请赛,也担任了该赛会的裁判工作。这是一项国际邀请赛,共有6队来自6国的队伍参与其盛。这对我身为一名国际裁判无非是个累积经验的好机会,然而,我却被冠上了爱国裁判的荣衔,不只是我,几乎所有大马籍裁判都一样。

在一篇新闻报道中,观众普遍认为马来西亚队能够击败夺标大热门新加坡是因为裁判偏帮主队的缘故。在最后一天,我是本赛会最后一场球赛的裁判之一,对垒队伍为马来西亚与韩国。韩国教练申诉导致他们输掉这场比赛的原因是裁判员严重偏帮所致。

主办当局采用三人裁判法,以便球赛能顺利进行。身为一名裁判,我深知公平与公正是裁判员应有的本质,是个不变的定理。每当我在执行任务的时候,我都不会将主观因素融入我的判决之内,因为我了解,这样绝对会对我的所有判决带来影响。我希望能被赞赏为一名好的裁判员,从而有机会在更高等级的球赛中表现我的裁判法。

人非圣贤,孰能无过?每次我执行任务时,都会竭力将失误降至最低点。然而,当我们的判决不被认同时,我们还是时常被观众、球员、甚至教练员责骂。有时,我们必须承认失误,但是有时却是角度不同的因素导致误会的产生。球员么的动作东很快,裁判员必须在0.5秒的时间内反映并且做出判决,是一项艰巨的任务。曾经担任过这个工作的人,就会明白我们的处境。

我必须在一次强调,对于每一场比赛,我问心无愧,包括昨晚马来西亚对垒韩国的比赛。

不过,一切都结束了。现在是我大学生涯第三年的开始。我应该很明白我自己的目标,以及我应该如何去达到这个目标才是。