My friend had inform me about my last semester assignment marks this afternoon. The result is not that bad but I am not satisfied with it.
This is not the first time I dissapointed with my result. Everytime after the result released, I felt that I can do better than that. However, during the process of study, I always demotivated.
Last semester, I had a lot of time to study as I do not have extra subject despite the 3 subjects. After the 308 general election, the only activitiy I took part in is DESCO, but that do not spent a lot of my time. So, what had I done at that time???
Next semester will be the 5th semester for me, and soon I will graduate in 1 year time. This will be the last chance for me to perform in my study. I always feel that I learn nothing in my university life as I never serious to my study. Regret change nothing. Hope that I can have the consciousness from this lesson and make grieved to turn into motivation in my last year study.
今天下午从朋友口中得知上学期作业的分数。虽然分数不是那么得不理想，但是对我而言，确实有点不满意。
这并非我第一次对我的成绩感到失望了。每次当成绩公布的时候，我都觉得我可以做得更好的。然而在读书或者温习的过程中，我却常常缺乏动力。
上个学期，我有很多的时间来读书，因为除了那3科以外，我并没有拿任何一科附加的科目。在308大选以后，我唯一参加的活动项目就是DESCO的活动， 但是这并没有花费我太多的时间。我到底把时间花在哪里？
下个学期是我的第5个学期，离毕业仅剩1年的时间。这是我最后一个在可以方面表现的机会了。我常会觉得我的大学生活没有让我增加任何的知识，只因为我很少认真过。现在后悔是无济于事的。但愿我能够从此次教训中学习，化悲愤为力量，在我的最后一年的大学生涯中全力以赴。
Friday, July 25, 2008
Friday, July 11, 2008
Unstable 不稳定
To me, there are two things that are unstable for me so far.
First, as everyone knew, our country politic is unstable. Beside our formal vice-prime minister Datuk Sri Anwar sodomy case and the current vice-prime minister Datuk Sri Najib and the Mongol lady case, the pressure for appealing Prime-minister Datuk Sri Abdulah to step down is also getting hot. All these unstable factors will definitely cause our country economy go into recession, and my personal development plan will also be affected as involve in politic is my ambition.
Second, while my relationship life is just started, therefore, there are many uncertainty. I knew that trust is very important element for couples, and how to build 'trust' between us is a challenge. At the begining stage, it is quite difficult. Hope this unstable factor will not become a reason for us to seperate.
Unstable and uncertainty cause bad effect. Please leave me alone....
目前，对我而言，有两件不稳定的事。
首先，众所周知，我国的政局非常不稳定。除了我国前任副首相拿督斯里安华被卷入鸡奸案风波、现任副首相拿督斯里纳吉被指与蒙古女郎案有关外，我国人民施压要求首相拿督斯里阿都拉下台也正热炒中。这些不稳定的因素会造成我国的经济陷入不稳定的因素，而我个人对于从政的发展计划也将受到一定的影响。
再来，因为我的感情生活才刚刚起步，所以，存在着很多不稳定因素。我明白信任对于一对情侣来说是很重要的，而如何在我们之间建立这份信任才是真正的考验。在这开始的阶段，实在有点困难。但是，我希望这个不会是我们分开的理由。
不稳定必将造成负面的影响。拜托，请远离我。。。
First, as everyone knew, our country politic is unstable. Beside our formal vice-prime minister Datuk Sri Anwar sodomy case and the current vice-prime minister Datuk Sri Najib and the Mongol lady case, the pressure for appealing Prime-minister Datuk Sri Abdulah to step down is also getting hot. All these unstable factors will definitely cause our country economy go into recession, and my personal development plan will also be affected as involve in politic is my ambition.
Second, while my relationship life is just started, therefore, there are many uncertainty. I knew that trust is very important element for couples, and how to build 'trust' between us is a challenge. At the begining stage, it is quite difficult. Hope this unstable factor will not become a reason for us to seperate.
Unstable and uncertainty cause bad effect. Please leave me alone....
目前，对我而言，有两件不稳定的事。
首先，众所周知，我国的政局非常不稳定。除了我国前任副首相拿督斯里安华被卷入鸡奸案风波、现任副首相拿督斯里纳吉被指与蒙古女郎案有关外，我国人民施压要求首相拿督斯里阿都拉下台也正热炒中。这些不稳定的因素会造成我国的经济陷入不稳定的因素，而我个人对于从政的发展计划也将受到一定的影响。
再来，因为我的感情生活才刚刚起步，所以，存在着很多不稳定因素。我明白信任对于一对情侣来说是很重要的，而如何在我们之间建立这份信任才是真正的考验。在这开始的阶段，实在有点困难。但是，我希望这个不会是我们分开的理由。
不稳定必将造成负面的影响。拜托，请远离我。。。
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