Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Mourn For Ying Xing 悼念映兴

Get shock while I read the news that my friend, Ying Xing was being murdered yesterday.

She was only 16 years old, look sweet and very friendly to everyone. She used to worked in my brother's telecommunication shop. She was my father's student too. I knew her, during a procession in my hometown few years ago. She performed Chinese Yoyo that time. She was such a nice girl that work very hard. I often met her when i attended some functions and she worked for the beer company or restaurant as waitress then.

Due to her sweet look, as well as her good result in her study, she had attracted a lot of admirers, eventhough she was young. Maybe, this is one of the reason she be murdered.

I condemn on those murderers. If she do not displease you, how could you all done this? She is innocent. What wrong to her? I fully support that murderers should be punished badly.

Everytime while she met me, she will give a very friendly smiling to me. The last time was during a temple ceremony in July. Everything is now become a memory. I do remember every smile you gave me. Ying Xing, Rest In Peace.

昨天当我看到那宗骇人的谋杀案遇害者是我的朋友映兴时,我是无比的惊讶!

她才16岁,有着一张甜美的样子,对于每个人,都是那么的亲切。她曾经在我哥哥的电话店工作过,也曾经是我父亲的学生。认识她,是在几年前的一次神诞游行。当时,她表演的是扯铃。她是一个乖巧而且勤劳的女生。我也常在一些宴会场合碰见她,当时,她是为啤酒公司或酒楼工作为侍应生。

由于他甜美的外表,加上她不俗的学业成绩,她也吸引了非常多的爱慕追求者。这,或许是她遇害的原因。

我严厉谴责这些凶手。如果她并没有冒犯你,为何你们要这样对待她?她做错了什么?她是无辜的啊!我绝对支持判予凶手们重刑的决定。

每当我遇见她的时候,她总是用她的招牌笑容相对。最后一次就是,是在七月份的一次神诞表演时。现在一切都成为了回忆。我会记得每一个你给我的笑容。映兴,安息吧!

Monday, September 8, 2008

I have a clear conscience 问心无愧

Attended an basketball invitation and became referee for it last week. It is a international invitation game where 6 teams from different countries participated. It is quite a good chances for me as a FIBA referee to gain experience, however, I had been 'favor' as patriotic referee, not even me, most of the Malaysian referee were involved.

The press had published articles that many spectators deem that Malaysian team can beat Singapore which is a hot team for strike the champion is due to the referee take sides for the host team. In the final day, I am one of the referee for the fianl game, which is Malaysia against Korea. Korea's coach appealled that the referee for the game is seriously take side and cause them lost the game.

The organizer was using three mans officiating in attempt to make the game run smooth. I am the referee, a referee should be fair and justice, this is a rule that never change. Everytime while I was officiating basketball game, I do not take any subjective elements in my judgement because I knew that it might influence my judgement. I wish to be praise as a good referee, and therefore have the chance to perform in higher level game in the future.

Man do make mistake. While I was on duty, I always try my best to minimise mistake. However, sometime we still be scolded by spectators, players and even coaches when they disagree with my judgement. Sometime, the misunderstand occur because of different angle, and sometime we do admit that it is a mistake. The players' action are very fast, but we have to make a judgement in 0.5 second, it is a tough job. Those who became referee before understand us.

I had to declare that i have a clear conscience everytime I officiating game, including the game between Malaysian and Korea last night.

Nevertheless, everything was over. It is now the beginning point of my third year study in college. I should be very clear about what should I achieve at the moment and do what shoud I do now.

在上星期出席了一项篮球邀请赛,也担任了该赛会的裁判工作。这是一项国际邀请赛,共有6队来自6国的队伍参与其盛。这对我身为一名国际裁判无非是个累积经验的好机会,然而,我却被冠上了爱国裁判的荣衔,不只是我,几乎所有大马籍裁判都一样。

在一篇新闻报道中,观众普遍认为马来西亚队能够击败夺标大热门新加坡是因为裁判偏帮主队的缘故。在最后一天,我是本赛会最后一场球赛的裁判之一,对垒队伍为马来西亚与韩国。韩国教练申诉导致他们输掉这场比赛的原因是裁判员严重偏帮所致。

主办当局采用三人裁判法,以便球赛能顺利进行。身为一名裁判,我深知公平与公正是裁判员应有的本质,是个不变的定理。每当我在执行任务的时候,我都不会将主观因素融入我的判决之内,因为我了解,这样绝对会对我的所有判决带来影响。我希望能被赞赏为一名好的裁判员,从而有机会在更高等级的球赛中表现我的裁判法。

人非圣贤,孰能无过?每次我执行任务时,都会竭力将失误降至最低点。然而,当我们的判决不被认同时,我们还是时常被观众、球员、甚至教练员责骂。有时,我们必须承认失误,但是有时却是角度不同的因素导致误会的产生。球员么的动作东很快,裁判员必须在0.5秒的时间内反映并且做出判决,是一项艰巨的任务。曾经担任过这个工作的人,就会明白我们的处境。

我必须在一次强调,对于每一场比赛,我问心无愧,包括昨晚马来西亚对垒韩国的比赛。

不过,一切都结束了。现在是我大学生涯第三年的开始。我应该很明白我自己的目标,以及我应该如何去达到这个目标才是。