Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Completed and Ended 结束了

2008 is coming to the end. This indicated that many things had either completed or come to the end.



I had completed my first semester in my third year study for my degree. This was a tough semester since most of us suffered from assignments and final exam. No matter how the result was, I had completed this semester and moving towards the last semester and the final challenges in my degree life.



Ending of Year 2008, means that I will be in my career field soon as I am expected graduate in mid of year 2009. What is going to happen to me in that moment as global economies is in recession? Am I able to be employed and is it my desired career goal? Nobody knows.



I had ended my relationship with her at the end of year 2008. I had told her the reasons for me to do so, and just need a trust from her. If she believe others more than me, I could say, I can't do anything. We have our own goals at the moment, and I am not able to take care of both simultaneity. I am sorry about that, and I understood that everybody will curse me on it. However, as I know what I did is good for ourselves, I don't care about what they said. I would also make my sincerely apologise to those who have high expectation on us. I make you all dissapointed.

Just came back from party. It a nice an unforgetable party. Part of them are graduated. This might be farewell party for them. Congratulate Sheryn, Adelene, Hansyn, etc, and those who were not at the party. Hope we can meet soon.

Going back hometown few hours later, and is leaving to Kedah on the night itself. It will be a very tiring stuff.

2008年来到了尾声。这也标志了许多事情已经完成了,或者结束了。

我已经完成了大学第三学年的第一学期课程。这个学期我们所应付的功课及考试,让我觉得好艰辛。无论如何,这个学期结束了,必须向前进入最后一个最具挑战性的学期。

来到2008年的尾声,代表了我即将在2009年年中毕业后踏入职场。在这个经济低迷的状况下对我会造成怎样的冲击?我是否能如愿受聘于我所期待的工作?没有人知道。

2008年的尾声,我也和她结束了半年的感情。我已经把我这么做的原因告诉了她,只希望能获得她的相信。如果她相信别人多过相信我,我只能说,我不知道应该怎么做。正当我们拥有者各自需要追求的目标,我无法同时兼顾到两件事。我只能道声抱歉,也深知很多人会因此而责怪我。然而,我知道我的出发点是正确的,我也不顾他人如何看待。我也要很诚恳地向对我有很高期待的人,我让你们失望了。

刚从友人举行的派对会来。是一个很难忘的派对。当中也有经毕业的同学。这个或许是他们的一个告别晚会。恭喜Sheryn, Adelene, 涵欣,还有那么没有参与这次派对的同学。希望能在和你们相聚。

再过几个小时就要回家了,当天晚上又要赶上去吉打州。这将是一个很疲倦的旅程。

Monday, December 1, 2008

Overcome Varies Challenges, Move Foward Better Life 跨越种种挑战,迎向美好未来

I had been busy for the whole November. After Sports Carnival and the Champion Luncheon was completed, the course work start keeping my life a horrible life. I need more time to complete my assessments, because I have to make sure that the works are always fulfill the passing rate. Due to this reason, while dealing with this semester's assessments, I had never sleep before 12am. Even though I understood how harmful is this to my healthy, but I really do not have the choice. I think, after the semester end, I should have a great break.

During the process no planing for my holiday, somethings happened and make me force to changes a lots of initial plans. I should go home and attend my girl friend's sister wedding on both 29 Nov and 6 Dec, but I went for referee camp during 29 Nov in Melaka, and leading my college community service team to do research in my hometown on 6 Dec. I had promised to help the community service team during their activities which start from 18 Dec to 24 Dec. However, I forced to go Alor Star at 20Dec to 28Dec. There is a national basketball championship there. My christmas and "dong zhi" had burnt. Now I only understood why those politician always do not able to attend some functions.

Year pass by year very fast. It is third year for my FIBA referee and it is the time for refresh my liciense. I should well prepare for the refreshment test or my referee life will stop. This is the first challenge for me.

Next semester is my last semester in college life. While I saw my friends suffering from doing their final project, I start worried about it. Next semester is tough and will be my second challege.

After graduation, is the time for me to step into the work field. Where should I go? I wonder i could able to get a job during recession, and the job really suit me? It is my third challenge.

Maintaining a relationship life is not easy as I thought in th pass. Am I able to maintain it while facing challenges??

My friends told me, "If you think you can, you can." This is the only philosophy I could follow when I face the above mentioned situation. Cheers, I can do it!

11月对我来说,是个非常忙碌的月份。当体育嘉年华和冠军庆功宴结束后,课业压力真是令我恶梦连连。为了达到及格标准,我需要花费更多的时间来完成我的功课。基于上述因素,我已经没有12点之前入眠的正常生活作息了。尽管我明白熬夜所带来巨大的副作用,但是我别无选择。我想,在这个学期结束之后,我该给自己一个很好的休息了。

正当我策划我的假期计划之际,许多突发事件让我必须改变初衷。29/11 和6/12 应该是我出席女朋友姐姐婚礼的日子,但是29/11 却必须出席在马六甲举行的常年篮球裁判营,而6/12必须带领我学院的下乡服务团到我故乡进行考察工作。原本答应在18日至24日他们下乡服务期间给与全力协助,却因20日至28日必须前往亚罗士打为元首杯篮球赛执行任务而无法兑现给与他们的承诺。我的圣诞节和冬至没了。终于明白了那些政治人物经常说未克出席一些场合的原因了。

挑战1:时光飞逝,3年的国际裁判期限到,是进行重新检测的时候了。我必须好好准备来应付这个体能测试。

挑战2:下个学期是我学院生涯的最后一个学期了。当看到朋友们都在为毕业论文忙得不可开交,我开始焦虑了。下个学期,是个艰难的学期。

挑战3:毕业了,是我踏入工作的时候了。我该往哪走?我怀疑我自己是否能在经济低迷的这个非常时期找到一份适合自己的工作。

挑战4:维持一段感情并非容易的事,我以前都以为好容易。当我面对上述挑战的同时,我是否能兼顾呢?

朋友告诉我说,当你认为你行时,你就行。当我面对这一连串的挑战时,我必须相信这个信念,否则,我将无法跨越。