Sunday, April 20, 2008

A letter to S3AC2 2005 给2005年高三文商2的一封信

To: Dear S3AC2 2005

I don't think anyone of you can read this letter at the moment, but I wish you all can read it whenever you find it. Someone who never forget you wrote a letter for you.

First of all, I have to appologise to you, because I never knew that there is a space about you. I believed that the space is created at least 1 year ago but I only know your existing today. However, you recall all the memories deep in my mind which i nearly forget. It is a wonderful memories, and it make me contemplate my future by look back to the past.

I realised that I seldom appear in the photo posted there. What is the problem? Is it the fault of the photographer? Or I am the one who always missing while they took photo? I think the answer should be very obvious.

Yes, I regret what I had done at that moment. I seldom took part in the activities organised by you, and I am like someone who is like dissocial from you. I seem very active in class all the time, but once the class end, I will try to rush back home as fast as I can. I also absent for those interesting activities like mountain climbing, chorus competition and so on. I don't think you like the way I treat you, and try to chase me out from you.

Nevertheless, all of these had gone. Regret do nothing and mother told me never cry over the split milk. I cherish the moment with you, the moment we have fun, laugh, and also cried together.....

I wish I could go back again, as Foon Yew High School and AC2 gave me a lot of happiness. But, time is cruel toward everyone. What I need to do is make the most of this moment, in order to reduce regret in the future is to fully untilise the time given.

Live is short, and what we ultimately waiting for are the same--the day which is the end of our life. Don't waste you time for those worthless, do spend your time on what could make everyone benefit from it, and create a platform for ourselves to make our live meaningful.

致:2005年高三文商2

或许你现在不会看到这封信,但是我希望有朝一日你能发现它,一个不曾忘记你的他给你写了一封信。

首先,我想对你道歉,因为我不曾知道你有了一个“属于你和我的空间”的存在。我相信这个“空间”已经存在了超过1年的光阴,但是我到如今才发现你的存在。无论如何,你将我深埋在心底、几乎忘记的回忆再度牵引。这些事美妙的回忆,同时也让我回顾过去,深思及展望我未来的人生。

我发现照片里竟然很少出现我的影子。这个是摄影师的错?还是我在拍摄的时候闹失踪种下的失误?我想答案应该很明显。

我承认,我也很后悔当时的无知。我鲜少参与你所主办的各项活动,对你而言,我就像是一个孤僻的小孩。虽然说我在班上是一个超级活跃分子,但是在放学钟声响起的那一刻,我便连走带跑往回家的路上冲去。我缺席了那些盛大的活动,就像南巴山之旅、3年的合唱赛等等。我明白也了解你不喜欢我这样对待你,也打算将我逐出“师门”之外。

然而这一切都成为了往事,妈妈也经常告诉我不要为已经发生了的事情悲伤哀号。我很珍惜和你在一起的日子,一起欢笑、一起作乐、一起吃苦、一起拼搏、一起挨骂、一起分享、一起哭泣、一起歌唱。。。

我希望回到过去,我想你也一样,因为宽柔中学和文商2给了我无穷的欢乐。但是,时间是残酷的,不只是对你,对任何人它也不曾留情。我们现在必须做的,就是充分利用时间,以期减少未来遗憾的机会。

“人生自古谁无死,留取胆清照汗青。”人生苦短,抑或喜悦常伴。我们所等待的,终究还是人生尽头的最后一口氧气。不要再浪费无畏的时间在那些没有意义事情之上,应该多花些时间在别人心中划下美好的回忆,也给自己一个平台来让人生更有意义。

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