Three months holiday is coming to the end. While I review on what I had done during this period, I realised that nothing much I had done. No achievement accord to the target that I set at the beginning of this long holiday, but only little task I had completed.
Time past days by days very fast, and it never wait for anyone. I am going into my third year of study in HELP, and last year study will be more challenging than before. I should be well prepared before the new semester start. Therefore, I have to start something NOW!
Financial problem had put me into the mess. I dare not think about how to settle my tuition fee that I had to paid it next month. I am now someone with debts, even though it is not a big figure (Not my fault indeed). That is a worry.
Will seperate with girl friend soon for three months after new semester start. I had used to the day which stay beside her for those days here. I wish to spend more time to take care of her, even though she had the ability to take good care of herself (this is what couples always did). The days without her should be lonely. Second worry.
I will flood with DESCO jobs after three months hibernate. Planing and implementing all sports related activities, putting effort in order to accomplish annual ball with my committee mate, etc. I have to start my final report proposal, enroll for LAN subject....So much things I had to complete within 3 months. Question myself, AM I CAPABLE? Time is essential for me...Third worry.
Luckily, my elder brother will transfer and work in Singapore next month onward. So, there is someone who can look after my home and guard my youngest brother attitude, instead of me. He is always my worry, while he had typical teenager's mind.
There are so much worries, pending and approaching....
Olympic game started. China 100 years dream come true, Congratulation!!!!!
My cute nephew was just born this morning, I am UNCLE now. Congratulation!!!!!
3个月的假期来到了尾声。当我回顾这段期间所进行的一切，发现到原来我并没有做了很多事。没有达成任何我假期前所定下的大目标，只有小部分的任务顺利完成。
时间毫不留情地流逝，没有停步等待任何人。紧接的，就开始了我在精英大学的第3年学习生涯，也是比之前更严峻考验的最后一年。在此之前，我应该有心理准备迎接这一切的降临。因此，我应该开始“做些事了”！
经济困境仍然困扰着我。我没有办法去想象如何解决下个月就必须交缴的学杂费用（相信船到桥头自然直）。目前的我也算是债务人，虽然这个数目并不很大 （说真的，不能全怪我）。这是我第一个焦虑。
在新的学期开始，将会和我的女朋友分开长达3个月的时间。已经习惯她常伴在我身边的那些日子。虽然她已经有能力自我照顾，但是我还是希望能多花些时间来照顾他（这就是情侣常做的事）。没有她在的日子，应该很孤单。第二个隐忧。
经过了3个月的冬眠，我即将被学生会的工作给淹没。计划及执行所有体育相关的活动，竭力协助完成常年晚宴等等。。。必须开始我毕业论文的计划书，上LAN课程。。。那么多东西要在3个月完成。问我自己，我能胜任吗？第3个顾虑。
所幸，二哥即将在下个月开始从吉隆坡转至新加坡开始他新的工作。所以，至少在我回到吉隆坡念书后，还有个人能照顾家里以及看管及监督最小的弟弟行为。一直以来，他都是一个担忧，自从他有了典型青少年的思想。
很多的焦虑，在接近中。。。
恭喜北京奥运成功举行，中国百年梦想达成。
恭喜我外甥的今早出世，做舅舅了！！！！
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