To Be Done...等待完成。。。

The following are the things that to be done in the near future:
1. For DESCO, the camp that planned two weeks ago had failed due to some technical problem. In other to replace that program, a woman self-defence course will be held and it is on the discussion stage with the organisor. Other than that, HELP University College Sports Carnival is approaches. As DESCO sport director, this is an responsible for me in order to help our department to make achievement.

2. For study, final project had been started little by little. Questionnaires had been set, and literature review has started. As week 7 for this semester is coming, all the assignment questions will be released at the same time. This is the final semester for me, and it will determine my degree grade. My current grade is at the border line of second class upper and second class lower.

3. For future career, I had started to look for it and also talked to somebodies regarding the future career that I interested in. Hopefully, once I completed my study here, I can start my job immediately so that my time wasn't wasted.

4. For my future "happiness", even though it might be an impossible task for me, but I will still trying very hard in order not to leave up some regret in the future.

To be done, to be continue...

以下是我将在近期内需要完成的事项：
1. 在学生会方面，上次计划的生活营因为一些技术上的问题而取消了。然而，为了弥补这个失败作品，我将协助主办一个女性自卫课程，而这个课程目前在与主讲人洽谈中。除此之外，精英大学的运动嘉年华又来了。身为学生会体育主任，协助我的部门来达到一些成就是我的一项责任。

2. 在我的课业方面，我的毕业论文已经逐步进行中。问卷已经完成，文献考察部分也已经动工。正当这个学期第7个星期即将来临，所有的功课将会在同时被公布。这是我的最后一个学期，也是决定我文凭等级的关节时刻。目前我的文凭等级是介于第二等一级及第二等次级之间。

3. 在未来工作方面，我已经开始寻找，也和我有兴趣的工作方面的相关人士讨论及指教。我希望在完成学业之后，就能即刻进入我的事业中，不要浪费任何时间。

4.在未来“幸福”方面，虽然是个不可能的任务，但是我还是会尽力去做，以便不要留下任何的遗憾。

等待完成，待续。。。

Refine a mood to face it 换一个心情面对

My academic result for last semester had been released last week. Even it is still an all pass result, but the score is not at satisfaction level to me. I got a lowest mark in my degree life, and the average mark is the lowest compare with the past results. 

However, this reflected my actual effort putted in the last semester and also reflected myactual performance. I should admit that I did a very simply job for my assignments, even I study hard for my exam. But this doesn't means that I should give up something, it motivate me to be more hard working in the final semester. 

It is a fact that can not be changed. So, face it. What should I do? I have my own way.

Chat with someone who I feel can make you happy. During the process of communication with them, I share everything that annoying me. After that, everything seem no longer annoying. Thank you! If you look at this post, you will know that I became happy because you had spent your time with me. 

Other than that, I found that reading can not only improve myself, but also help someone to forget unhappiness. Again, thank you for sharing the e-books with me. Even it will be a bit difficult for me to understand, but for my own good, I will try to read it and understand it slowly.

Changing an environment allow oneself to have different moods. But my place here is fixed, so rather than changing an environment, I change a phone. Weird theory is it? But as soon as I get the phone which I desire for a long time, I can found the interesting stuff within. I won't do it too often, as my financial ability is limited.

Organising a camp. My dearest department mate, please support.

我上学期的学术成绩在上星期已经出炉。虽然还是获得了全科及格的成绩，但是在我个人满意度方面却应列为不及格。我拿到了大学生涯中单科最低的分数，总平均也是有史以来最低分的一次。  

然而，这却是一个真实的反映了我上学期的努力以及表现。虽然在考试时加紧努力，但是却在作业方面草草了事。但是，这却不会促使我放弃，反而更激励了我在最后一个学期中卯足火力来力拼到底。

这已经是一个无法改变的事实了。所以，要怎样面对？我自有我的方法。

和一些能让我开心的人聊天吧！在聊天的过程中，我把我的不愉快事情都和人分享。之后，这些苦恼的事情便会消失匿迹。谢谢你！如果你在读这篇帖子，你会知道我能变的开心，是因为你愿意花时间来陪我聊天。

除此之外，我发现阅读不仅能提升自己，也能够将不愉快地事情忘记。再次谢谢你你寄给我的电子书。虽然对我而言是有些困难来理解，但是为了我自己好，我会慢慢试着去了解的。

人说换一个环境能改变一个心情。但是我的住所已经是固定的了。因此，我以换电话来取代换一个环境。是不是一个很怪异的道理？当我拿到一个期待已久的电话，我在其中找到了一些乐趣。我不会经常去换电话，因为经济能力有限啊！！

在筹备着一个生活营。亲爱的同学们，请多多支持！

A complicated feeling 复杂的感觉

It is not just a complicated feeling to me, it is also worries for me. What caused these feeling?

After a long holiday, my new semester is going to start on Tuesday. I will not have any study break or school holiday in my life after this. I don't know how to explain this complicated feeling, it is suffering, but represent that I am stepping into another journey in my life.

I do concern about Malaysian politic that most of our local youth did not even care about it.
The complicated situation in Perak also made a very weird feeling on me. I found that the stablility of political situation having a tight relationship with the social security and economy. I do hope that Malaysian politicians could concentrate on overcoming the global recession and other related issues than thinking the way to take over the power of govern.

Someone had appeared in my life again. I need not mentioned who is she, but she will definitely know if she read this post. I do not know what should I do next, but I hope it will end with a wonderful finale. What will be happened in our story had already determined by god.

Happy festival of lanterns (Yuan Xiao) and Happy Eastern Valentine.

这不只是一个复杂的心情，也是一个烦心。是什么造成的?

经过了一个漫长的假期，星期二就是我新学期的开始了。在这之后，学校假期这词汇将从此消失于我的生活当中。我不知道应该如何解释这样的心情，是有点痛苦的，但是也标榜了我将踏入人生另外一个旅程碑。

我不像大多数的本地青年，我非常关心我国的政治动向。霹雳州政治的动荡局面也让我产生了一种奇怪的感觉。我发现政局的稳定性与一个地区的社会秩序和经济有着和密切的关系。我希望马来西亚的政客们能够摒弃如何争夺政治利益的方式，在这个全球经济萧条的时代，能与人民一同拼经济。

有一个人，再次出现在我的生活当中。我不必说她是谁，但是她读了这片文章后自然会明白。我不知道接下来会有什么样的发展，但是我希望最后能够有完美的结局。我们的故事，上帝已早有决定。

恭祝各位元宵节快乐，东方情人节快乐。

What Going Next After Chinese New Year? 农历新年过后会怎样？

First of all, I would like to greet everyone a HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR.

The world economy is down, recession appeared. Nobody can escape from being affected by this crisis. The bad economy had affected the atmosphere of Chinese New Year in my hometown. However, Chinese will still giving full attention on celebrating Chinese New Year even though the world is facing financial challenges. Some of them think that the crisis will worse off after Chinese New Year, but some investors looking forward resuscitation. What is going next after Chinese New Year？

Malaysian politic is having changes again. A BN state assembly members from perak had announce that is going to join Pakatan Rakyat. After this, there is rumour regarding BN state assembly members from Negeri Sembilan will join Pakatan Rakyat soon. Even Chua, vice president of MCA is being renown that going to join Keadilan on June. What is going next after Chinese New Year?

Coming back to myself. My last semester for my course will be start on 9th February. This will be a tough semester as mentioned in my previous posts. The challeges are approaching, I should be well prepared on that. What is going next after Chinese New Year?

首先，我要恭祝各位新年进步，牛年行大运。

世界经济萎缩，经济不景浮现。没有人能够在这次风暴中侥幸不受影响。这个经济不景气的现象也影响了我家这里农历新年的气氛。然而，华人依旧大肆庆祝农历新年，因为对于华人而言，农历新年是非常重要的节日，也象征了一个新的希望，新的开始。因此，就算经济再差，也会庆祝农历新年。有者认为，这次经济不景的现象会在农历新年后加剧，有些投资者则希望能够尽快复苏。 农历新年过后会怎样？

马来西亚的政局再次生变。一名霹雳州国阵的州议员日前宣布跳槽民联。随后，也有传言森美兰的国阵州议员即将跳槽民联。此外，更夸张的是马华署理总会长蔡细历也被传言在6月加入公正党。 农历新年过后会怎样？

回到我自己。我的最后一个学期将在2月9日正式开课。正如我之前的帖子所言，这将会是一个非常艰巨的学期。挑战即将离临，我应全力准备冲刺。 农历新年过后会怎样？

More Important Issue? 更重要的事情？

Finished my task in Kedah which last for 10days. I did not read local news for these days, so once I was back, I read back the news published few days ago.

The ruling party and opposition party debate again. This time, is between assistant of Menteri Besar Johor and personal assistant of state assembly member. MB assistant criticize that the personal assistant of state assembly member know only instructing other to work for the public. However, the personal assistant challenge the MB assistant to solve the problem broken road within the area in two weeks.

In this case, obviously, the personal assitant of  state assembly member is in disadvantage. State assembly member is selected by the public, he should be one who solve the people problem and difficulties. Passing the problem to another people and think that the problem is solved, is not a smart solution.

After 308 political tsunami, many opposition leaders become ruling party in some state. Although opposition party in Johor still do not able to overtake the power of BN, but the elected state assembly member should take the responsiblity to help others. As a state assembly member, if he does not able to solve the people difficulties,  but instructing a non-elected official to manage the problem, made the public dissapointed with their choices, and at the same time, showing his own weakness.  This do not accord with the goal of opposition party (Pakatan Rakyat) which to help the people, but made public feel that their choice was wrong instead. 

People livelihood problem, is the most important stuff. Ignore the public welfare, showing that the state assembly member do not take up his responsibility. The personal assistant said these small problem can be solve by the MB assistant without the involvement of his "boss". His "boss" can bring the more important issue into state assembly. What issue come before the public welfare? Solve the conflict within the parties? Debating on Islamic country issue? Or looking for take over the ruling party and become government? 

In year 2009, no matter how the world change, I would like to greet everyone Happy New Year.

从吉打任务完成归来，数日未阅读地方新闻，翌日则“补”阅数日地方新闻。

 昨日与今日报章，州内朝野政党再次争锋相对。此役为州务大臣特别事务官对垒反对党州议员特别助理。特别事务官抨州议员特别助理只会指示他人办事，州议员特别助理反期限特别事务官解决道路破烂问题。

 在这个课题上，很显然的，州议员特别助理处于下风。州议员为民选代议士，理应为选区内人民解决问题。将问题转交至其他人身上，即认为解决了问题，是为阿Q的一种精神。

308大选让许多地区反对党人士一夜之间成为了执政党。虽然在柔佛州，反对党势力仍然无法超越国阵，但是民选反对党议员应该负起责任，解决区内的问题。身为州议员，无法解决问题，反而要期限非民选官员解决问题，不但曝露了本身无能的弱点，也辜负了所有选民的期望。这点完全无法符合反对党要全力协助人民的理念，进而让选民感受到当初的选择，是种错误。

民生问题，就是最根本，最重要的事情。忽略民生问题，就等于不尽其责。然而该位州议员特别助理表示，这些只是一些基本的小事，无需劳烦州议员来处理，由州务大臣特别事务官处理即可，州议员有更重要的事情可以带进州议会。试问，何谓更重要的事情？理清党内纠纷，争论回教课题，探讨如何夺取政权比处理民生问题来的更加重要吗？

2009年了，不管世界会变得怎样，先预祝各位新年快乐！

Completed and Ended 结束了

2008 is coming to the end. This indicated that many things had either completed or come to the end.



I had completed my first semester in my third year study for my degree. This was a tough semester since most of us suffered from assignments and final exam. No matter how the result was, I had completed this semester and moving towards the last semester and the final challenges in my degree life.



Ending of Year 2008, means that I will be in my career field soon as I am expected graduate in mid of year 2009. What is going to happen to me in that moment as global economies is in recession? Am I able to be employed and is it my desired career goal? Nobody knows.



I had ended my relationship with her at the end of year 2008. I had told her the reasons for me to do so, and just need a trust from her. If she believe others more than me, I could say, I can't do anything. We have our own goals at the moment, and I am not able to take care of both simultaneity. I am sorry about that, and I understood that everybody will curse me on it. However, as I know what I did is good for ourselves, I don't care about what they said. I would also make my sincerely apologise to those who have high expectation on us. I make you all dissapointed.

Just came back from party. It a nice an unforgetable party. Part of them are graduated. This might be farewell party for them. Congratulate Sheryn, Adelene, Hansyn, etc, and those who were not at the party. Hope we can meet soon.

Going back hometown few hours later, and is leaving to Kedah on the night itself. It will be a very tiring stuff.

2008年来到了尾声。这也标志了许多事情已经完成了，或者结束了。

我已经完成了大学第三学年的第一学期课程。这个学期我们所应付的功课及考试，让我觉得好艰辛。无论如何，这个学期结束了，必须向前进入最后一个最具挑战性的学期。

来到2008年的尾声，代表了我即将在2009年年中毕业后踏入职场。在这个经济低迷的状况下对我会造成怎样的冲击？我是否能如愿受聘于我所期待的工作？没有人知道。

2008年的尾声，我也和她结束了半年的感情。我已经把我这么做的原因告诉了她，只希望能获得她的相信。如果她相信别人多过相信我，我只能说，我不知道应该怎么做。正当我们拥有者各自需要追求的目标，我无法同时兼顾到两件事。我只能道声抱歉，也深知很多人会因此而责怪我。然而，我知道我的出发点是正确的，我也不顾他人如何看待。我也要很诚恳地向对我有很高期待的人，我让你们失望了。

刚从友人举行的派对会来。是一个很难忘的派对。当中也有经毕业的同学。这个或许是他们的一个告别晚会。恭喜Sheryn, Adelene, 涵欣，还有那么没有参与这次派对的同学。希望能在和你们相聚。

再过几个小时就要回家了，当天晚上又要赶上去吉打州。这将是一个很疲倦的旅程。

Overcome Varies Challenges, Move Foward Better Life 跨越种种挑战，迎向美好未来

I had been busy for the whole November. After Sports Carnival and the Champion Luncheon was completed, the course work start keeping my life a horrible life. I need more time to complete my assessments, because I have to make sure that the works are always fulfill the passing rate. Due to this reason, while dealing with this semester's assessments, I had never sleep before 12am. Even though I understood how harmful is this to my healthy, but I really do not have the choice. I think, after the semester end, I should have a great break.

During the process no planing for my holiday, somethings happened and make me force to changes a lots of initial plans. I should go home and attend my girl friend's sister wedding on both 29 Nov and 6 Dec, but I went for referee camp during 29 Nov in Melaka, and leading my college community service team to do research in my hometown on 6 Dec. I had promised to help the community service team during their activities which start from 18 Dec to 24 Dec. However, I forced to go Alor Star at 20Dec to 28Dec. There is a national basketball championship there. My christmas and "dong zhi" had burnt. Now I only understood why those politician always do not able to attend some functions.

Year pass by year very fast. It is third year for my FIBA referee and it is the time for refresh my liciense. I should well prepare for the refreshment test or my referee life will stop. This is the first challenge for me.

Next semester is my last semester in college life. While I saw my friends suffering from doing their final project, I start worried about it. Next semester is tough and will be my second challege.

After graduation, is the time for me to step into the work field. Where should I go? I wonder i could able to get a job during recession, and the job really suit me? It is my third challenge.

Maintaining a relationship life is not easy as I thought in th pass. Am I able to maintain it while facing challenges??

My friends told me, "If you think you can, you can." This is the only philosophy I could follow when I face the above mentioned situation. Cheers, I can do it!

11月对我来说，是个非常忙碌的月份。当体育嘉年华和冠军庆功宴结束后，课业压力真是令我恶梦连连。为了达到及格标准，我需要花费更多的时间来完成我的功课。基于上述因素，我已经没有12点之前入眠的正常生活作息了。尽管我明白熬夜所带来巨大的副作用，但是我别无选择。我想，在这个学期结束之后，我该给自己一个很好的休息了。

正当我策划我的假期计划之际，许多突发事件让我必须改变初衷。29/11 和6/12 应该是我出席女朋友姐姐婚礼的日子，但是29/11 却必须出席在马六甲举行的常年篮球裁判营，而6/12必须带领我学院的下乡服务团到我故乡进行考察工作。原本答应在18日至24日他们下乡服务期间给与全力协助，却因20日至28日必须前往亚罗士打为元首杯篮球赛执行任务而无法兑现给与他们的承诺。我的圣诞节和冬至没了。终于明白了那些政治人物经常说未克出席一些场合的原因了。

挑战1：时光飞逝，3年的国际裁判期限到，是进行重新检测的时候了。我必须好好准备来应付这个体能测试。

挑战2：下个学期是我学院生涯的最后一个学期了。当看到朋友们都在为毕业论文忙得不可开交，我开始焦虑了。下个学期，是个艰难的学期。

挑战3：毕业了，是我踏入工作的时候了。我该往哪走？我怀疑我自己是否能在经济低迷的这个非常时期找到一份适合自己的工作。

挑战4：维持一段感情并非容易的事，我以前都以为好容易。当我面对上述挑战的同时，我是否能兼顾呢？

朋友告诉我说，当你认为你行时，你就行。当我面对这一连串的挑战时，我必须相信这个信念，否则，我将无法跨越。