Vulnerable Life 脆弱的生命

Just back from Langkawi Island trip with JPMM Dun Senai members. I got the news that my puppy was sick heavily for days and the veterinary said that "he" was infected by murrain and can't be cure. My mum brought "him" back home and this morning, about 7.30am, "he" passed away in front of us.

So sad while looking at "him". He was just about 3 months and become our family member for 1 month. He never make trouble to us so far and considered a very good puppy. Anyway, we lost "him" forever.

Life is so vulnerable. This lesson remind us that to cherish everything we have. We can't estimate or forecast what is going to happen in the next second, but we can do whatever we want for the moment.

Rooney, rest in peace. ..

今早刚从浮罗交怡回来，与士乃州选区协调委员会的成员同游。听闻我家的小狗病得很重几天了，兽医说它得了狗瘟，已经无药可医。妈妈把它带回来，今早大约7点半左右，它在我们面前离开了世间。

看着它这样，我们都很难过。它在世只不过3个月，而成为我们的家庭成员只有1个月。它不曾给我们带来麻烦，算是个听话的小狗。不管怎样，我们永远都失去了它。

生命是脆弱的。这个教训告诉我们，必须要珍惜身边的每一样事务。我们无法预知下一秒发生的事情，可是我们能掌控现在的每一刻。

罗尼，安息吧！

1st Asia U16 Basketball Tournament for Men 第一届亚洲16岁以下男子篮球赛

1st Asia U16 Basketball Tournament for Men is now being held at Stadium Terbrau, Johor Bahru. Today is the 4th day for the tournament, however, I do not see any crowded in the stadium.

In the day time, the situation is even worse. Not more than 100 spectators was in the stadium. It is better during night time, but it also didn't over 500 pax, according to the statistic of media.

What is the main reason for the less support from JB citizens? Is the tournament not exciting enough? Or they have other activities? I remember that 13 years ago, there was a tournament at the same place, and my father brought me to watch games there. There was always full at that time but I wonder why having a similar game at the same venue can't attract the same support from the same group of people.

I do hope that all basketball fans can come out to support this tournament so that the organising committee gains the confident to organise higher level tournament in the future.

第一届亚洲16岁以下男子篮球赛目前在新山市政局体育馆举行。今天虽然是第4天的比赛，但是我却没有看见任何的人潮。

新山市民没有给予大力支持的原因是什么呢？是比赛不够精彩？还是他们有别的活动？我记得13年前，也有一项比赛在同个地点举行，当时我父亲还带我到哪里观赏比赛。那时候可说是场场爆满，而我不明白为什么类似的比赛不能吸引同样的观众来支持？

我希望所有新山的市民们能够踊跃出来支持这项赛会，让主办单位能更有信心在以后举行更高水平的比赛。

Evolution 蜕变中

Is it the time for my evolution? From teenager into elder adult?

Today, Tan Sri Ong Ka Ting ask me if I have 30 years old as I am so young but become development officer.

Since the day I accepted the offer to be the officer, I always remind myself to be careful in order to prevent any criticism. It is quite critical for me as my age only 22 but I have to be 10 or even 15 elder than my actual age. No matter how, as like quoted by many, when you are in the field, you don't have full freedom to do whatever you like. So, I hope any mistake or error I made during this evolution period may get apologise from others. I need time to accumulate sufficient experience in order to do better.

They asked me when is my turn to get marry. I answered "I am still looking for suitable people". They wonder there will be an arena fighting to be my girl friend, but in actual, there are no people on queue. Depend on fate. This is what I told them.

Today, made some mistake to worsen two people misunderstanding, feel so bad.

是我的蜕变期吗？由青年变成中年？

今天丹斯里黄家定问我有没有30岁？这么年轻就做发展官？

自从我接受了这个官位以后，我经常提醒我自己要小心以防止一些抨击。对22岁的我来说是一个非常艰巨的任务，因为我必须让自己老上10年或者是20年。不论如何，就如很多人说的：人在江湖，身不由己。所以，我希望大家能给与我在这个期间犯下的错误原谅。我需要一些时间来累计经验，让自己做得更好。

他们问我什么时候轮到我结婚。我每次都回答说：我还在找适合的人选。他们还开玩笑说会不会有擂台赛来争夺我的芳心，但是实际上没有任何人在排列队伍中。一切随缘，这是我常告诉他们的。

今天，做了一些错误让两个人的误会加深，感觉很不好受。

United MCA? 马华大团结？

After the grant confusion of two months, president of MCA Datuk Sri Ong Tee Keat, ex-deputy president Datuk Sri Chua Soi Lek and current deputy president Datuk Sri Liow Tiong Lai agreed to co-operate in order to strengthen MCA and continuing leading MCA and the Chinese community of Malaysia to move forward. However, is it the happy ending? United MCA appeared?

As many people quoted: There will be no foreverness enemy among politicians. Ong and Chua promised to work together again upon the benefit of all. And the third party, the Liow's group also accepted the offer to lead the new MCA. I wonder this ending comes from all parties willingness or the pressure from outside MCA?

After the extraordinary general meeting, we realised that the central representative decision is not accorded with the Chinese community expectation. Nevertheless, from the result of 8th March the Chinese community expectation are not equal to their supportive to either Barisan National or MCA. This is another confusion of Malaysia Chinese community.

UMNO is changing now. Their annual general meeting had show their sincerity to make a advanced and peaceful Malaysia. Malay community is willing to be united, if Chinese community is still in a mess, Chinese status in Malaysia will be replaced by others.

Chinese should group together regardless which parties you come from, from that, co-operation with the others ethnic groups, to present the spirit of "1 Malaysia". Malaysia can be a progressive country if "1 Malaysia" become the solidarity faith of every Malaysian.

I have my all blessed to MCA on this ending and looking forward the positive future of Malaysia.

经过两个月来的混乱，马华公会总会长拿督斯里翁诗杰，前署理总会长拿督斯里蔡细历医生，新任署理总会长拿督斯里廖中莱同意合作来巩固马华公会和继续领导马华公会及马来西亚华社继续前进。然而，这是一个完美的结局？团结的马华出现？

正如很多人所言：政治上没有永远的敌人。翁蔡同意为所有人的利益为依归继续合作，而第三组的廖派，也接受了继续领导新马华的使命。我质疑这样的结局是出自三造的意愿，还是有外来压力所造成？

在特别代表大会后，我们发现马华中央代表的决定有违华社的期盼。但是，308政治海啸告诉我们华社的期盼并不代表他们对国阵及马华的支持。这是华社的另外一项大矛盾。

巫统正在蜕变。他们的常年代表大会已经显示了他们共创和平及进步的马来西亚的诚意。马来族群已经开始团结，如果华社仍然一团散沙，华社在马来西亚的地位将会被他人所取代。

华人应该不分政党地团结起来。自此，与其他族群共同合作，以体现一个马来西亚的精神。马来西亚可以进步，如果一个马来西亚的精神能贯彻在每一个国民心中。

我全心祝福马华公会的这个解决，也期待马来西亚美好的未来。

Drive carefully 小心驾驶

I saw many damaged cars was being towed today, I saw an dead accident near my house yesterday, I read news regarding road accident everyday.

I met an accident long time ago. During that accident, my car was knocked by a motorcyclist who fetching 3 kids on it. I was a fast driver in the past, but after this accident, I drive very careful all the times.

Since I got my driving license, I always remind myself in other to be a safe driver. Sometimes, I drive very fast but I drive fast only when I am in rush. I drove after I drunk once in a time, I regret to did so and I swear not to do it again in the future.Be a safe driver, be a responsible driver. Care about your own safety, and care about your beloved concern.

今天我看见了多辆毁坏的汽车被拖吊，昨天我看到一场人命伤亡的意外。每一天翻开报纸，都有交通意外的新闻。

很久以前我遇到了一次车祸。当时，我的车子被一辆载着3名小孩的摩托车撞到。我曾经是一位高速驾驶者，在那次以外过后，我每一次都很小心驾驶。

自从我拿到驾照后，我都经常提醒我自己要做个安全驾驶者。有时候我会因为赶时间而高速驾驶。我也曾见有一次醉酒驾车，我很后悔也承诺以后不再重犯。做个安全的司机，做个负责人的司机。照顾自己的安全，也为你心爱的人着想。

Started My Job 开始我的工作

Since 1st October 2009, I was off from my jobless life and stepped into new work place. Actually, I had been interview by the Ministry of Housing and Local Government during August, and was confirmed by one of the staff from that department. Due to some technical problem, the appointment letter only come out on the 30th September 2009. Sigh! This is the effect of bureaucracy that always happen in government sector. However, after one month waiting, now I can declare that I am not longer jobless and I am now a government official.

The title of my position is Pegawai Kemajuan Perkampungan (PKP), which translate to English means New Villages Development Official. My job is become a bridge between 9 head of the villages (Ketua Masyarakat) in KulaiJaya and the Ministry of Housing and Local Government regarding the project for upgrading facilities in village area.

Thanks for those who had given me the chances to accept this position and I promised to try my best and contribute the abilities and capabilities I had to the social.

自从2009年10月1日开始，我已从无业游民身份踏入我的新工作岗位。其实，我在8月份就被房屋及地方政府部门面试，该份职业也在同个月份被确认。由于一些技术上的问题，我的委任状到了9月30日才被分发。感叹！这就是政府部门官僚制度的结果。无论如何，在一个月的等待过后，我能正式宣布我不再事业，现在我是政府官员。

我的工作名称叫做新村发展官。我的工作是成为9个古来再也县内新村村长与房屋及地方政府部之间的桥梁，作为各项新村区内提升设施工程的工作。

谢谢各位给于我这个机会接受这份工作的人，我也保证将会尽我所能贡献我所有的能力来为社会服务。

Let's start from anti-corruption 从杜绝贪污开始

During festivals, our traffic police will go for an "Attitude Action" which last for several weeks, so that people can reach their destination safe for vacation or going back hometown. However, 20 times "Attitude Action" was failed to amend people driving attitude, but the death rate was still very high.

There were about thousand road accidents in a day, and more than one hundred people died on the road accident.In my opinion, drivers' driving attitude was the main reason for accident.However, corruption is the main causes for having bad driving habit.

It is very simple theory. People will think that the traffic police road block is for extra income. Having this concept while driving is very dangerous, because if I made mistake, I can just apologise to the official, and pay some "coffee money", then everything settle. However, bribe is nothing, but disobey the rules is a way to harm people safety.

My further explanation is, if the traffic police reject bribery, the people will start worry about the huge figure of fine. By this, their willingness to follow the rules is booming.If everyone follow the rules, the chances for road accidents will decrease. This is a logical analysis. Other than reducing the chances for road accidents, if traffic police can keep themselves from corruption, their public image can be enhanced. It is one stone two birds for government while they wanted to introduce anti-corruption campaign.

I suggest government request the Malaysia Anti Corruption Commission (MACC) to check the traffic police road block without notification. Other than that, people should also reject bribing the official to settle the fine, because it may make anti-corruption campaign more effective. If not, people who always bribe but critics the traffic police from corruption is a very funny joke.

每逢过年过节，我国警方都会进行为期数星期的态度行动，以期国民在佳节度假或者回乡时，能平安抵达。然而，已经进行了20次的态度行动，并没有把人们的正确驾驶态度纠正，反而车祸死亡率高居不下。

一天内有上千起车祸，一星期内就有百余人断魂公路。这样惊人的数据，有将成为国外知晓马来西亚的另一个原因。我认为，公路使用者的驾驶态度是意外发生的最大因素。然而，养成公路使用者有如此的态度，贪污绝对是罪魁祸首。

其实道理很简单。现在国人普遍都认为交警设路障取缔违规者，都是为了“增加收入”。带着这样的念头来驾驶交通工具非常危险，因为我犯错，只要我跟警官认错，再奉上一些“咖啡钱”，就能安然过关。但是，违反交通规则后贿赂是小，它暗藏着危害他人生命安全才是最可怕的。

我的解释是，如果交警没有接受贿赂，那么人们就会开始担心无法缴付数额庞大的罚单。有了这样的担忧，那么遵从交通规则的意愿也就随之产生。大家都遵从交通规则，那么交通意外就能大大减低其发生的机率。这样的推断，是非常逻辑的。除了能够减低交通意外发生的机率外，交警如果能够杜绝贿赂行为，那么他们的公信力也能大大提升。这对于政府肃贪的意愿有着辅助作用。一举两得！

为此，我建议政府能够指示反贪污局突击到交警设路障的地点进行检举，彻底杜绝交警贪污事件。此外，公众人士也应该拒绝以贿款方式解决违规罚单，才能让肃贪的行动达到事半功倍的效果。否则，本身的贿赂行动将和成日批判交警贪污的举动大相径庭。

What's the People Want? 人民要的是什么？

The by-election in Permatang Pasir ended up with PAS winning the seat with the majority of 4000+ votes. This was the 8th by-election after 8th March 2008 general election. Barisan National, who is the rulling party had lost seven out of eight by-election.

What conclusion can we have by looking at this result?

From my personal point of view, Barisan National made the many Malaysian lost confident and disapointed. Malaysian suffering from the unsecured situation as robberies and criminal cases had reached a emergency level. Other than that, many political issues, such as PKFZ cases, MACC cases etc also let people feel the current government seem not able to overcome these problems. People start looking for alternative option, and supporting Pakatan Rakyat because they hope they can do better, but not in deed agree with their concept of governing a country.

Actually Barisan National is not bad, the leaders from the basic level had always try their best to help the people. People appreciated that, but they might not satisfied with the big issues at the country level.

What people need now? I think the answer can be very easy. Just a stable, clean, fair and prosperity country. I do hope that our new Prime Minister can listen to the people needs and come out with more beneficial policy. I think within 3 years, while people can see the changes, it might cure the worse situation that Barisan National faced now.

今天在柏马当巴溪的补选由回教党以4000多张的多数票胜出。这是自308以来第八场补选。而国阵，身为执政党，在8场补选中输掉了7场。

从这个情况，我们能够得到什么结论？

从我个人的观点来看，国阵让许多马来西亚人失望且失去了信心。人民在抢劫及罪案到达了紧急状况中受苦。除此之外，许多政治课题，例如巴生港口自由贸易区案子，反贪污局赵明福案子等让人民觉得国阵政府没有办法解决。人民开始寻找替代选择，支持民联，因为他们希望他们能做得更好。但是他们并非认同民联的政治理念。

其实国阵不是那么的糟糕，一些基层领袖也竭尽所能来帮助人们。大家对他们很是感激，但是却可能对一些国家级的大课题表示不满。

人民要的是什么？我觉得答案很简单，只是一个稳定，廉洁，公平和繁荣的国家。我希望我国的新首相可以聆听人民的需要而做出惠民的措施。我想不用3年，当人民看到了改变，就能够挽救国阵现在面对的劣势了。

I am back 我回来了

Hello everyone, I am back! After three weeks travelling, I am now in Kuala Lumpur. Where I had been and what happened during this period? Let me share with you.

I went Myanmar for 2 weeks. I stayed in Mandalay, which is the second largest city of Myanmar. Even though it is "large", but it considered under developed area, compare to Malaysia. There are many Chinese, so we can communicate in Mandarin. The most interesting thing there is their eletricity supply. They are not provided with full day eletricity supply, but only certain hours in a day (6am-11am and 5pm-11pm). However, the people there are very friendly. The most unforgetable memory for me there was the fighting games which I never experience it in Malaysia. Other than that, I also travel to another city by sitting at the top of the trucks for 3 hours. All these are good experience to my life.

Soon after I came back from Myanmar, I went to Taipei. I been to the town area of Taipei, visited Taipei 101 tower, Shi Ling night market, Taipei Zoo (Tuan Tuan and Yuan Yuan are there), Wu Fen Pu, Leo Foo Village Theme Park, Shi Da night market, Ye Liu (Queen Head), Jiu Fen, National Taiwan University, Xin Guang San Yue Shopping Mall, Xi Men Ting, Cheng Pin Bookstore, Mei Lee Hua, mesuem, Sun Yat-sen Memorial Hall, Chiang Kai-shek memorial hall, Dan Shui and also hot spring (spa). We took MRT all the times, and took buses sometimes. This is my first backpacker travel, and I did lead my travel partner in the wrong way. I bought a lot of things back, so do my travel partner. Thanks Wyemun for taking care of me for the 8 days in Taipei. I would also like to make my sincere apologise to you if I make you annoy during the trip. I would also like to thanks Jia Yee, Tian Swee, Rou Yuan, and Nikki for accompany me.

Everything is finished. Now is my time to face the "fact". I collected my certificate for my degree this morning, and I will go for an interview session tomorrow morning. Good luck to myself.

哈喽！各位，我回来了！经过了三个星期的“远走天涯”，我先在已经回到了吉隆坡。这段期间我去了那里？做了些什么？让我来跟你们分享。

我去了缅甸2个星期。在那里，我住在瓦城（曼德勒），是缅甸第二大城市。虽然是大城市，但是和马来西亚相较之下，还是非常地贫苦落后。那里有很多华人，所以我们能够用华文来交谈。在那里最有趣的事情是他们的电流供应。他们没有全日的电流供应，而只是不分时段（早上6点到11点，下午5点到晚上11点）。但是那里的人都很友善。而让我最难忘的事情是我在马来西亚没有主吹过的打架球赛。此外，我也有机会坐在罗里车顶到另外一个城市旅行，历时3小时。这些都是我人生很美好的经历。

当我从缅甸回来后第二天，我就直接前往台北。我们去了台北市，参观101大楼，士林夜市，台北动物园（团团圆圆也在那里），五分埔，六福村主题乐园，师大夜市，野柳（女皇头），九分，台湾大学，新光三越，西门町，诚品书店，美丽华摩天轮，故宫博物院，中正纪念堂，国父纪念馆，淡水，和温泉。我们多数时间搭捷运，有时搭巴士。这是我第一次背包旅行，也让我的同伴走了许多冤枉路。谢谢wyemun8天来的照顾，如果在旅程中让你不开心，请原谅我哦！我也要写写珈瑜、天瑞、若瑗和Nikki的陪伴。

一切都结束了。现在是我面对现实的时候了。今早我那了我的大学证书，而明天将会去面试了。祝福我吧！

Leaving 出发咯！

I am leaving from my lovely hometown to KL tomorrow morning. My flight to Myanmar is on Monday morning, and coming back on 27th July. My flight to Taiwan is on 28th July morning, and coming back on 4th August. I promise to take many picture back from both Myanmar and Taiwan and share it to everyone who are here.

Don't miss me too much~ I will be back soon~ Take care everyone.

我明天即将从我可爱的家园出发到吉隆坡。我前往缅甸的飞机是星期一早上，而回程则是在7月27日。我前往台湾的航班是在7月28日早上，而回程是在8月4日。我答应各位会拍多多美丽的照片回来跟大家分享。

不要太想念我哦！我去去就来。各位保重！

ISA, should be abolished or amended? 内安法令，应该废除还是修改？

Internal Security Act (ISA) had been debated by both ruling and opposition parties, whether it should be abolished or amended. As we know, from the recent cases, ISA had become a tool that only for arresting someone who have different political view, and even reporter. Supporters of those being arrested had organised assembly to express their support to those being arrested under ISA.

I personally feel that, ISA is an act to protect social security when it first being intorduced. It should not be abolished. Maybe many people will disagree with my point of view, but think about it when you read the following example.

2 weeks ago, I heard this from a politician who also claim that ISA should be amended but not abolished. He said that, people annoyed with this act is due to the abuse usage of the act. People resistance created when their leaders being arrested under this act but they do nothing to threatening the country safety.

However, think carefully, not every actions under ISA were wrong. Many people had assemble and light white candle to appeal the government to release the reporter who was is inability to threaten the country safety, but no people did the same thing while Mat Selamat, the member of terrorist, was being arrested under ISA.

From the point mentioned above, we can know that ISA was not a bad act but the fault was its implementation. The existence of ISA is essential to protect our social security. Here, we can conclude that ISA should be amended, not like what opposition parties claim to be abolised, in order to prevent the act continuing being abuse by some parties, and at the same time protect our home country safety always.

内安法令已经被朝野政党争辩，是否应该废除或者修改。我们都知道，最近几个案例，内安法令成为了一个逮捕政治立场对立的人士，或是记者。这些人士的支持者也举行了集会来声援被捕人士。

我个人认为，内安法令当初成立的目的是为了保护社会秩序。这不应该被废除。很多人或许会不同意我的看法，但是请在看了以下例子后重新思考这个问题。

2个星期前，我听了一位主张修改内安法令的政治人物的演说。他说，人们会厌烦这个法令是因为这法令遭到滥用。人们的反对声是因他们的领袖在没有威胁国家安全的情况下被捕而起。

但是，我们必须想一想，不是每一个内安法令的行动都是错误的。很多人聚集在一起点白蜡烛要求政府释放那位无力威胁国家安全的记者，但是却没有人在恐怖分子Mat Selamat在内安法令下被捕的时候做出相同的事情。

从这个观点，我们就能知道其实内安法令不是一个不好的法令，但是他的执行出现了偏差。内安法令的存在的确能保障社会安宁。因此，我们可以总结，内安法令应该被修改，而不是像反对党主张的废除，以便这个法令能够防止被一些人滥用，同时保护我们的家园。

Future Plan 未来的计划

Came back from China two weeks ago. I went Hong Kong, Shen Zhen and also Guang Zhou in 6 days trip. Don't worry, I do not affected by H1N1. It was quite a fun trip as I bought quite a lot of things, especially in Shen Zhen and Guang Zhou. I am not a shopaholic, but I spent about RM300 for buying more than 20 pieces of clothes in both Shen Zhen and Guang Zhou. Shang Xia Jiu Street, BeiJing Street in Guang Zhou and Dong Men Street in Shen Zhen are the paradise for those shopaholic. Now only understand what Mr. Baldev said that why developed countries fear of hearing the word CHINA. Other than that, I also found that backpack travel is suitable for young people. My dad, who aged 60, is not longer able to participate in this kind of trip. I will suggest him for tour group rather than backpack travel so that he can enjoy the trip much more better.

What come next? As mentioned, I will depart from KL to Myanmar as appointed by FIBA Asia to become neutral referee in their national games. I will also take this opportunity to travel around some place in Myanmar. Soon after I come back from Myanmar, I will go Taiwan with my classmate. For 8 days trip to Taiwan, I need to make a proper plan so that won't waste time there. Time is precious in Taiwan as there is the place I looking forward for long time.

People ask me what is my plan after graduate? I don't know how to answer it. I just just say let me finish my trips first, I don't think I have time to travel once I step into workfield. Actually I had applied for job, just wait for reply. So, friends, please do not worry so much. I'll let you all know my future plan once I got it. Hehe!

两个星期前从中国回来。这6天的行程中，我到了香港、深圳和广州。别担心，我没有被感染H1N1流感。这是一个蛮愉快地旅程，间中买了很多东西，特别是在广州和深圳。我不是购物狂，但是我却花了RM300在广州和深圳两地买了超过20件的衣服。广州的上下九街、北京街和深圳的东门街真是购物狂们的天堂。现在终于明白Mr. Baldev说的为何发达国家那么害怕听到中国这两个字。此外，我也发现其实背包旅行比较适合年轻人。我60岁的爸爸不大能参加这样的旅行了。所以，我以后会建议他参加旅游团，这样才能让他享受旅游的舒适。

接下来呢，就如我之前提的，会从吉隆坡出发到缅甸，作为亚洲篮协委派成为当地全国比赛的中立裁判。我想我不会放过在当地旅游的机会。一由缅甸回到，翌日便会和同学到台湾。在台湾8天的旅程中，我必须好好机会以免浪费时间。在台湾旅游的时间是宝贵的，因为这是我期盼已久的一段旅程。

大家都会问我毕业了以后有什么打算？我不会回答。我只会说：先让我玩完我接下来的旅程，因为我想在我踏入工作之后也没有太多时间去旅行了。其实，我也已经申请工作了，只是在等待回复。所以，朋友们，不用担心。一有消息，我会让大家知道的。哈哈~

Starting My Journey 开始我的旅程

After suffering for final exam, it's now coming to the time for me to enjoy my graduation life. I never know that I would have so many trips after graduate. I think I really have to plan nicely in order to make my trips better and keep these as wonderful memories in my life.

What I had done? After presentation for my project, we went to Bukit Tinggi. Bukit Tinggi located in Pahang, somewhere near to Genting Highland. I have my first touch with rabbits, and first visit to France Village where I heard long time ago. The next day, I went Cameron Highland with classmates. Nobody will believe that that was also my first visit to Cameron Highland. Anyway, this trip had changed my mind and perception about Cameron Highland. I never know that Cameron Highland is a town. I always thought Cameron Highland is as small as like Genting Highland, and all places to visit were grouped together. Having high tea at BOH Tea garden is somewhat nice. Took a lot of pictures, but so far I didn't get any one from them.

What I am going to do? Depart from KL to Guang Zhou, China, and Hong Kong tomorrow afternoon. It will be a 6 days trip with my father. We have no proper plan for that yet but I never worry much so far. After the trip, I will have my 3 weeks break. Looking for a temporary job that allow me to earn some money for the following trips. Going to Myanmar on July for 2 weeks as for basketball referee. I won't give up the chance to travel there too. Soon after come back from Myanmar, will go Taiwan for 8 days. For Taiwan trip, I think I really have to plan it nicely because I don't wish to waste any time there. This is a trip which I looking forward for a long time. I will start thinking about a job after come back from Taiwan.

Awesome plans? I think so. After these, I think the time for me to do it again, is, during my retirement life. Bon voyage to myself.

经过了考试的煎熬，现在是我享受我毕业生后的时候了。我从来没有想过我毕业之后会有那么多旅游的机会。我想我应该好好计划一番，以便这些旅程能成为我生活中难忘的回忆。

我做了什么？在我的论文陈述会后，我到了武吉丁宜。武吉丁宜坐落在彭亨州靠近云顶高原的地方。在那里，我第一次和兔子亲密接触，也到了久闻其名的法国村。次日，我到了金马仑高原。没有人会相信这是我第一次到金马仑高原。无论如何，这次旅程让我对金马仑高原的看法改变了许多。我从来不知道金马仑高原原来是一个城镇。我一直都以为金马仑高原和云顶高原很相像，所有景点都集中在一起。在茶山上品茶是多么享受的事情。拍了很多照片，但是至今还没有跟他们拿过来。

我即将做什么？明天下午会从吉隆坡出发到中国广州和香港。这是我和爸爸到中国的6天之旅。到现在，我们都还没有好好计划行程但是我们却没有担心。这趟旅程之后，将会有3个星期的休假。希望在这三个星期能做点临时工赚点钱，作为我接下来旅程的盘缠。七月份将会去缅甸之行篮球裁判的任务，为期2个星期。我当然不会放过顺便旅游观光的机会啦！缅甸回来之后，将即可前往台湾，进行8天的旅程。台湾行我会好好的规划一番，因为这是我梦寐已久的旅途，所以不会浪费一分一秒。从台湾回来之后才会真实想想未来的路。

很惊人的计划吧？我也那么觉得。这次以后，我想能够让我有同样的机会做这样的旅程，也只有在我退休以后吧！祝福自己一路顺风。

Coming to the end 结束在即

Time passed without wating anyone. I had finished all my classes in my degree on Thursday. At the same day, I submitted my last assignment for my degree. Hopefully it was the last, no resit in my life.

I am now having my study break. Final exam falls on the 25th and 27th of May. I having my research presentation on the 1st June. While coming to that point, all my degree assessments are considered complete. This completion imply that I came to the turning point of my life, from study into workfield. Another challenges in my life is moving towards me.

There were a lot of memories created within this 3 years, either it were tough, sweet or bitter, all these are unforgetable memories in my life. I would like to thanks all my classmate who had help me in this period, giving me motivation, encourage me while I upset, accompany me while I am lonely, work together with me, and built up a wonderful life for me. I appreciated it indeed.

Study hard and smart for another 12 days. It is the last chances for me to leverage up (or maintain) my grade for my degree. Good luck to myself, as well as all my classmate. We're almost there.

Swine flu "arrived" Malaysia, finally. It is our responsible to prevent the flu from diffusing. Keep hygiene all the time, and avoid from going to the countries which had been labelled as "high risk area". If catch a flu, please consult a doctor as soon as possible.

Lastly, Happy Birthday to my father which falls on 16th May, stay healthy always, and happy teacher's day to all the teachers.

岁月不待人。在上个星期四我已经完成了我大学中的最后一堂课。在同一天，我也缴交了大学生涯的最后一份功课。希望那时最后了，不想有重考出现在我的人生中。

现在正是我的自习周。学期考试将在本月25日和27日。另外还有我论文的陈述会在六月1日。当我来到这个点，代表了我所有的大学的任务经已完成。这个完成也暗示了我来到了人生的转捩点，从校园进入了工作场所。人生中的另外一个挑战正迎面而来。

这三年来有着无尽的回忆，不管是苦的，甜的还是艰辛的，都是我人生中难忘的记忆。谢谢过于在这个时期帮助我的同学，适时给予我鼓励，当我难过是激励我，我寂寞时陪伴我，一起工作，建立起我完美的人生。我由衷的珍惜这一切。

在未来的12天里努力的念书。这是我提高（或者说维持）我大学等级的最后机会了。先祝我自己好运，也祝福同学们。我们要到了~

A型流感“终于入侵”了马来西亚。防止流感蔓延使我们的责任。适时保持卫生，尽量避免前往被列为高风险的国家，如果感冒了，要尽快看医生。

最后，要预祝在5月16日生日的爸爸生日快乐，身体健康，也要祝全天下的老师们，教师节快乐。

Unforgetable Experience 一个难忘的经验

DawnYeohand me....She is very friendly and cute.姚乙珊和我，她的人很可爱很亲切。

I took part in a drama shooting session today. I took part in this because I wanted to try something that I never tried in the past. It is a very good and fresh experience for me. Although spending whole day there over there and my part is just for not more than an hour, but I enjoy the process of becoming a temporary actor.

The drama I took part in called "The Secret Chef". It is a product of MM2 Studio and it will show in 8TV, but the I have no idea about the date. I am a security guard in the drama, and the main character for this drama are Lemos (I don't know how to write) and Dawn Yeoh (Yao Yi Shan). The venue was at BU8, beside Damansara Centre Point.

I have some conversation in the drama, not like other temporary actors who do not have any conversation. I have 5 part of conversations i.e. "Sir, please calm down, don't hurt any innocent people", "Everybody please move backward, be careful!", "Sir, are you all right?", "Sir, I am sorry regarding the incident and make you get frighten, please follow me to the crush-room and take a rest.","Sir, Please follow me". Haha~

For me, the salary for this "part-time job" is not really important, but the experience I obtained from the process will be more valuable. I will never forget today, a tiring but interesting day. I also took picture with the main character Miss Yao (Adon). Liew Zhi Xuan was also there for a while.

今天我参与了一出戏剧的演出。我参与这个演出因为这是我从来没有尝试过的新鲜事物。对我来说，这是一个很好的经验。虽然我在那里呆上了一整天的时间，而且我的参与拍摄的时间不超过一小时，但是我却很享受担任临时演员的过程。

这出戏的戏名叫作“爱味无穷”。这是MM2 Studio的一出作品，而将会呈现在八度空间。实际播出时间我就不是很清楚了。在戏中，我扮演了一个保安人员的角色，这部戏的男女主角分别是Lamos(我不会写他的名字，不过好像叫做钟什么金什么的）和Dawn 姚乙珊。地点就在Damansara Centre Point 旁边的BU8 大厦。

在剧中，我不像其他临时演员一样没有对白。我的对白可以分成五大段： “这位先生，请你冷静一点，千万不要伤害无辜”，“请大家都退后，注意安全”，“先生，你没事吧？”，“先生，刚才真是不好意思，让你受到了惊吓，请跟我到员工休息室休息吧！”，“先生，请跟我来”。哈哈~

对我来说，这份临时工的薪水不是我最在乎的，而在这过程中累计的经验才是最有价值的。虽然今天很累，可是我不会忘记今天。我还跟了姚乙珊拍照呢！刘芷绚后来也有到场哦~

Ching Meng Festival 清明节

Ching Meng Festival is a chinese festival that mourn for dead people. To me, it is a festival to meet relatives other than Chinese New Year. I encourage young people to follow their parents to attend those praying events because through this we can remember what our grandsire had done for us.

For those who view my blog, I would like to inform that I would stop posting my blog today onward until the end of May due to academic reason. Sorry for any inconvenient.

清明节是华人追思过世亲人的日子。对我而言，这是一个除了农历新年以外让家人团聚的日子。我鼓励年轻一辈能前往清明节仪式，因为我们可以通过这个仪式来追思我们祖先为我们开的路。

至所有我部落格的读者，由于课业关系，我将从即日起暂停更新我的部落格，直到五月尾为止。如有不便敬请原谅。

Comment on 60 Billion Mini Budget 600亿迷你预算案之我见

Malaysia Deputy Prime Minister Datuk Sri Najib had announced a RM60 billions budget last week in order to stimulate the downing economics. This package include RM15 billion is fiscal injection, RM25 billion guarantee funds, RM10 billion equity interests, RM7 billion private finance initiative and off-budget projects as well as RM3 billion in tax incentives.

I realised that there are some issues related to the mini budeget which might cause the budget not an effective budget in order to ahcieve the goal of stimulating the economics.

For instance, gorvernment should try to minimise and clarify the regulation for voluntary scraping the car which are older than 10 years. If there are some limitations related this scheme, such as the car have to be examined by JPJ before scraping, this is not an scheme that encourage people to buy a new car if their car value is more than RM5000.

I personally could not feel the real benefit on stimulating the economics, so do those in lower income group. For low income group, they do not get any benefit from tax incentive and they do not able to buy a new car and take part in voluntary scraping scheme since they do not have extra money on that.

Previously, some minister had suggested that we should imitiate Taiwanese government who gave up shopping voucher to the people, to encourage people go for shopping. This might be a way that stimulate economic which is efficient in short term. Let's make an assumption, if government spend 10billion from the budget is used on this purpose, every Malaysian regardless their age are able to get a shopping voucher of RM40. A family who have 5 members could get RM200, and this might be very helpful for low income group, so do the retailers.

However, I am not criticise on the announcement of the budget as the budget is still helping the market to recover from recession. We will not know the result until the end. But the implementation will be the essential for the success of the mini budget.

马来西亚副首相拿督斯里纳吉在上星期宣布了600亿令吉的预算案以刺激萎靡不振的经济。这个配套包括了150亿令吉供财政注资、250亿令吉保证金、100亿令吉投资股权、70亿令吉资助私人界；以及30亿令吉税务补贴。

我发觉这个迷你预算案有些可能导致无法达到预期效果（刺激经济）的元素及课题。

例如，政府应该竭力减低及阐明自愿报废10年以上汽车的条例。如果这个计划有一些条件，例如报废前必须符合陆路交通局的验车标准，这个计划就无法鼓励那些汽车价值还超过5000令吉的车主购买新车。

我个人没有办法感受到这个刺激经济的真正利益，我相信低收入家庭也跟我一样。对于低收入家庭而言，税务优惠无法真正让他们受惠，而他们也因没有多余的金钱来购买新车而参与报废计划。

早前有部长倡议我们仿效台湾政府发放购物券给人民，以鼓励他们购物。这是一个在短期内就能见效的刺激经济方式。让我们做个假设，如果政府拨出100亿令吉发出购物券，每个马来西亚公民，不计年龄，将可以获得40令吉的购物券。一个拥有5名成员的家庭就可拥有200令吉的购物券。这将是对于低收入一族，以及零售商一个莫大的帮助。

无论如何，我不会批评这项已经宣布的预算案，因为这个预算案最终目的还是希望能协助市场复苏。而且我们不知道成效如何。但是，我觉得这个预算案的进行方式才是这个预算案成功的关键。

To Be Done...等待完成。。。

The following are the things that to be done in the near future:
1. For DESCO, the camp that planned two weeks ago had failed due to some technical problem. In other to replace that program, a woman self-defence course will be held and it is on the discussion stage with the organisor. Other than that, HELP University College Sports Carnival is approaches. As DESCO sport director, this is an responsible for me in order to help our department to make achievement.

2. For study, final project had been started little by little. Questionnaires had been set, and literature review has started. As week 7 for this semester is coming, all the assignment questions will be released at the same time. This is the final semester for me, and it will determine my degree grade. My current grade is at the border line of second class upper and second class lower.

3. For future career, I had started to look for it and also talked to somebodies regarding the future career that I interested in. Hopefully, once I completed my study here, I can start my job immediately so that my time wasn't wasted.

4. For my future "happiness", even though it might be an impossible task for me, but I will still trying very hard in order not to leave up some regret in the future.

To be done, to be continue...

以下是我将在近期内需要完成的事项：
1. 在学生会方面，上次计划的生活营因为一些技术上的问题而取消了。然而，为了弥补这个失败作品，我将协助主办一个女性自卫课程，而这个课程目前在与主讲人洽谈中。除此之外，精英大学的运动嘉年华又来了。身为学生会体育主任，协助我的部门来达到一些成就是我的一项责任。

2. 在我的课业方面，我的毕业论文已经逐步进行中。问卷已经完成，文献考察部分也已经动工。正当这个学期第7个星期即将来临，所有的功课将会在同时被公布。这是我的最后一个学期，也是决定我文凭等级的关节时刻。目前我的文凭等级是介于第二等一级及第二等次级之间。

3. 在未来工作方面，我已经开始寻找，也和我有兴趣的工作方面的相关人士讨论及指教。我希望在完成学业之后，就能即刻进入我的事业中，不要浪费任何时间。

4.在未来“幸福”方面，虽然是个不可能的任务，但是我还是会尽力去做，以便不要留下任何的遗憾。

等待完成，待续。。。

Refine a mood to face it 换一个心情面对

My academic result for last semester had been released last week. Even it is still an all pass result, but the score is not at satisfaction level to me. I got a lowest mark in my degree life, and the average mark is the lowest compare with the past results. 

However, this reflected my actual effort putted in the last semester and also reflected myactual performance. I should admit that I did a very simply job for my assignments, even I study hard for my exam. But this doesn't means that I should give up something, it motivate me to be more hard working in the final semester. 

It is a fact that can not be changed. So, face it. What should I do? I have my own way.

Chat with someone who I feel can make you happy. During the process of communication with them, I share everything that annoying me. After that, everything seem no longer annoying. Thank you! If you look at this post, you will know that I became happy because you had spent your time with me. 

Other than that, I found that reading can not only improve myself, but also help someone to forget unhappiness. Again, thank you for sharing the e-books with me. Even it will be a bit difficult for me to understand, but for my own good, I will try to read it and understand it slowly.

Changing an environment allow oneself to have different moods. But my place here is fixed, so rather than changing an environment, I change a phone. Weird theory is it? But as soon as I get the phone which I desire for a long time, I can found the interesting stuff within. I won't do it too often, as my financial ability is limited.

Organising a camp. My dearest department mate, please support.

我上学期的学术成绩在上星期已经出炉。虽然还是获得了全科及格的成绩，但是在我个人满意度方面却应列为不及格。我拿到了大学生涯中单科最低的分数，总平均也是有史以来最低分的一次。  

然而，这却是一个真实的反映了我上学期的努力以及表现。虽然在考试时加紧努力，但是却在作业方面草草了事。但是，这却不会促使我放弃，反而更激励了我在最后一个学期中卯足火力来力拼到底。

这已经是一个无法改变的事实了。所以，要怎样面对？我自有我的方法。

和一些能让我开心的人聊天吧！在聊天的过程中，我把我的不愉快事情都和人分享。之后，这些苦恼的事情便会消失匿迹。谢谢你！如果你在读这篇帖子，你会知道我能变的开心，是因为你愿意花时间来陪我聊天。

除此之外，我发现阅读不仅能提升自己，也能够将不愉快地事情忘记。再次谢谢你你寄给我的电子书。虽然对我而言是有些困难来理解，但是为了我自己好，我会慢慢试着去了解的。

人说换一个环境能改变一个心情。但是我的住所已经是固定的了。因此，我以换电话来取代换一个环境。是不是一个很怪异的道理？当我拿到一个期待已久的电话，我在其中找到了一些乐趣。我不会经常去换电话，因为经济能力有限啊！！

在筹备着一个生活营。亲爱的同学们，请多多支持！

A complicated feeling 复杂的感觉

It is not just a complicated feeling to me, it is also worries for me. What caused these feeling?

After a long holiday, my new semester is going to start on Tuesday. I will not have any study break or school holiday in my life after this. I don't know how to explain this complicated feeling, it is suffering, but represent that I am stepping into another journey in my life.

I do concern about Malaysian politic that most of our local youth did not even care about it.
The complicated situation in Perak also made a very weird feeling on me. I found that the stablility of political situation having a tight relationship with the social security and economy. I do hope that Malaysian politicians could concentrate on overcoming the global recession and other related issues than thinking the way to take over the power of govern.

Someone had appeared in my life again. I need not mentioned who is she, but she will definitely know if she read this post. I do not know what should I do next, but I hope it will end with a wonderful finale. What will be happened in our story had already determined by god.

Happy festival of lanterns (Yuan Xiao) and Happy Eastern Valentine.

这不只是一个复杂的心情，也是一个烦心。是什么造成的?

经过了一个漫长的假期，星期二就是我新学期的开始了。在这之后，学校假期这词汇将从此消失于我的生活当中。我不知道应该如何解释这样的心情，是有点痛苦的，但是也标榜了我将踏入人生另外一个旅程碑。

我不像大多数的本地青年，我非常关心我国的政治动向。霹雳州政治的动荡局面也让我产生了一种奇怪的感觉。我发现政局的稳定性与一个地区的社会秩序和经济有着和密切的关系。我希望马来西亚的政客们能够摒弃如何争夺政治利益的方式，在这个全球经济萧条的时代，能与人民一同拼经济。

有一个人，再次出现在我的生活当中。我不必说她是谁，但是她读了这片文章后自然会明白。我不知道接下来会有什么样的发展，但是我希望最后能够有完美的结局。我们的故事，上帝已早有决定。

恭祝各位元宵节快乐，东方情人节快乐。

What Going Next After Chinese New Year? 农历新年过后会怎样？

First of all, I would like to greet everyone a HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR.

The world economy is down, recession appeared. Nobody can escape from being affected by this crisis. The bad economy had affected the atmosphere of Chinese New Year in my hometown. However, Chinese will still giving full attention on celebrating Chinese New Year even though the world is facing financial challenges. Some of them think that the crisis will worse off after Chinese New Year, but some investors looking forward resuscitation. What is going next after Chinese New Year？

Malaysian politic is having changes again. A BN state assembly members from perak had announce that is going to join Pakatan Rakyat. After this, there is rumour regarding BN state assembly members from Negeri Sembilan will join Pakatan Rakyat soon. Even Chua, vice president of MCA is being renown that going to join Keadilan on June. What is going next after Chinese New Year?

Coming back to myself. My last semester for my course will be start on 9th February. This will be a tough semester as mentioned in my previous posts. The challeges are approaching, I should be well prepared on that. What is going next after Chinese New Year?

首先，我要恭祝各位新年进步，牛年行大运。

世界经济萎缩，经济不景浮现。没有人能够在这次风暴中侥幸不受影响。这个经济不景气的现象也影响了我家这里农历新年的气氛。然而，华人依旧大肆庆祝农历新年，因为对于华人而言，农历新年是非常重要的节日，也象征了一个新的希望，新的开始。因此，就算经济再差，也会庆祝农历新年。有者认为，这次经济不景的现象会在农历新年后加剧，有些投资者则希望能够尽快复苏。 农历新年过后会怎样？

马来西亚的政局再次生变。一名霹雳州国阵的州议员日前宣布跳槽民联。随后，也有传言森美兰的国阵州议员即将跳槽民联。此外，更夸张的是马华署理总会长蔡细历也被传言在6月加入公正党。 农历新年过后会怎样？

回到我自己。我的最后一个学期将在2月9日正式开课。正如我之前的帖子所言，这将会是一个非常艰巨的学期。挑战即将离临，我应全力准备冲刺。 农历新年过后会怎样？

More Important Issue? 更重要的事情？

Finished my task in Kedah which last for 10days. I did not read local news for these days, so once I was back, I read back the news published few days ago.

The ruling party and opposition party debate again. This time, is between assistant of Menteri Besar Johor and personal assistant of state assembly member. MB assistant criticize that the personal assistant of state assembly member know only instructing other to work for the public. However, the personal assistant challenge the MB assistant to solve the problem broken road within the area in two weeks.

In this case, obviously, the personal assitant of  state assembly member is in disadvantage. State assembly member is selected by the public, he should be one who solve the people problem and difficulties. Passing the problem to another people and think that the problem is solved, is not a smart solution.

After 308 political tsunami, many opposition leaders become ruling party in some state. Although opposition party in Johor still do not able to overtake the power of BN, but the elected state assembly member should take the responsiblity to help others. As a state assembly member, if he does not able to solve the people difficulties,  but instructing a non-elected official to manage the problem, made the public dissapointed with their choices, and at the same time, showing his own weakness.  This do not accord with the goal of opposition party (Pakatan Rakyat) which to help the people, but made public feel that their choice was wrong instead. 

People livelihood problem, is the most important stuff. Ignore the public welfare, showing that the state assembly member do not take up his responsibility. The personal assistant said these small problem can be solve by the MB assistant without the involvement of his "boss". His "boss" can bring the more important issue into state assembly. What issue come before the public welfare? Solve the conflict within the parties? Debating on Islamic country issue? Or looking for take over the ruling party and become government? 

In year 2009, no matter how the world change, I would like to greet everyone Happy New Year.

从吉打任务完成归来，数日未阅读地方新闻，翌日则“补”阅数日地方新闻。

 昨日与今日报章，州内朝野政党再次争锋相对。此役为州务大臣特别事务官对垒反对党州议员特别助理。特别事务官抨州议员特别助理只会指示他人办事，州议员特别助理反期限特别事务官解决道路破烂问题。

 在这个课题上，很显然的，州议员特别助理处于下风。州议员为民选代议士，理应为选区内人民解决问题。将问题转交至其他人身上，即认为解决了问题，是为阿Q的一种精神。

308大选让许多地区反对党人士一夜之间成为了执政党。虽然在柔佛州，反对党势力仍然无法超越国阵，但是民选反对党议员应该负起责任，解决区内的问题。身为州议员，无法解决问题，反而要期限非民选官员解决问题，不但曝露了本身无能的弱点，也辜负了所有选民的期望。这点完全无法符合反对党要全力协助人民的理念，进而让选民感受到当初的选择，是种错误。

民生问题，就是最根本，最重要的事情。忽略民生问题，就等于不尽其责。然而该位州议员特别助理表示，这些只是一些基本的小事，无需劳烦州议员来处理，由州务大臣特别事务官处理即可，州议员有更重要的事情可以带进州议会。试问，何谓更重要的事情？理清党内纠纷，争论回教课题，探讨如何夺取政权比处理民生问题来的更加重要吗？

2009年了，不管世界会变得怎样，先预祝各位新年快乐！